Julie Raybon and I were overjoyed at the results of our first collaboration, "Introductory Offer." Thus, we've decided to forge ahead with a full-blown crossover between our two primary storytelling vehicles.

She'd worked on Adventurous  for some time a few years ago, but more pressing matters had pushed it onto the back burner. I read through some of her material, liked it, and conceived of an interesting plot that would bring the two crews together and  put the formidable pair of Erika Donaldson and Luciano Mantovanni at loggerheads. We hope you enjoy the fireworks.

I can also guarantee that, since Adventurous is now a member of the 13th Fleet, you haven't seen the last of the intrepid little ship and her rather remarkable crew. Hopefully this novella will convince you that's a good thing.

 

Lest any of you think I'm begrudging Julie equal billing for the following tale: I provided a scene for her story, "…And Never Brought to Mind," and this is the method we decided then was best for showing that the second writer's contributions were significant, but not quantitative enough to deserve status as a co-author.

 


 

 

STARDATE (TERRAN COMMON DATE): 50017.7 (JANUARY 7TH, 2374)

TIME: 1103 HOURS, FEDERATION STANDARD

LOCATION: ALPHA QUADRANT, SECTOR 21544

 

FEDERATION AUSPICIOUS-CLASS FAST EXPLORER/LIGHT FRIGATE USS ADVENTUROUS, CAPTAIN E.J. DONALDSON COMMANDING, IN CLOSE FORMATION WITH STARFLEET/KLINGON SPECIAL TASK FORCE, DESIGNATE EPSILON ONE THREE SEVEN TWO

 

ALERT STATUS: YELLOW

     

“I don’t know why you’re so upset about this plan,” Shana Arland commented to her captain as they stepped out of Adventurous’ sickbay.      

“Why wouldn’t I be upset?” Erika Donaldson replied, while poking experimentally at her now fully healed ribs. “It’s insane.”

“It’s also exactly the sort of thing you would do.” As they set off down the corridor, the red-headed doctor grinned at her friend’s obvious irritation. “Oh, come off it, Erika. You’re just annoyed that you have to deal with someone else being in charge again.”

As much as Donaldson hated to admit it, her CMO was right. Over the last few years she’d become quite comfortable being her own authority. Now, they weren’t even home and she’d been dragged back into the reality of Starfleet.

Petty, Erika. Very, very petty, she chided herself. Four members of your crew dead, 26 wounded, and here you are pouting because Luciano Mantovanni has the authority—and gall—to tell you what to do.

As if she'd read her friend's mind, Shana asked, "Is he really so bad?”

Donaldson pondered that, frowning. “He’s… intense.”

In fact, the legendary captain of Liberty was everything his reputation suggested he would be.

She couldn't help but wonder if he thought the same of her.

It's not like your present behavior would give him any reason to think otherwise, she thought sourly. You’re acting exactly like the insubordinate loose cannon everyone presumes you to be.

As Donaldson paused in front of a lift, Arland squeezed her shoulder. “Don’t start expecting the worst, Erika.”

“Start?” Donaldson smiled wryly. “I never stopped.” The lift doors slid open and she stepped in. “Just keep reminding me to keep my big mouth shut.”

“By the way,” Shana immediately supplied, grinning, “keep your big mou-...”

As the doors closed, cutting off the doctor’s oddly comforting impudence, the target of her barb ran a hand through her hair and sighed.

You, Erika Donaldson, are your own worst enemy.

 

Brennig Tethyan met her as she stepped onto the bridge. The Vor'Shan security chief regarded her apologetically.

“Sir, Commander Maxwell called up here... again.”

Oooohh, that’s surprising, Donaldson thought. With a slight roll of her eyes, she inquired, “What was her complaint this time?”

While Tethyan couldn’t precisely smile—he lacked the facial muscles for such an expression—there was an intimation of humor in the tilt of his head.

“It was difficult to pinpoint only one.”

Donaldson took a deep breath. “All right. Tell her I’ll stop down there later. Remind her that I meant it when I said 'best behavior.'”

The tip of his tail twitched. “She won’t be happy.”

“Well, that'll make two of us.” Absently rubbing the back of her neck, Donaldson made her way down to the pit. It wasn’t so much the fact of their induction into the “13th Fleet,” but the circumstances that had led to it. She was feeling trapped by events beyond her control.

Some days it seemed like that was the story of her life.

Welcome home, Erika! What happened while you were gone, you ask...? Hmmm, let’s see... same old, same old...    

...oh... and a war started. Nice to have you back!

Settling into her seat, she began pulling up the shift reports on her console. There was a soft cough to her right, but she coolly ignored it.

“You’re still angry.”

 Doug Roese, who was smarting from the dressing down she’d given him after he related his altercation with Liberty’s first officer—it hadn’t been pretty—hesitantly essayed that opening comment.

Erika snorted.

“Oh, I don’t think ‘angry’ is the best word, if you're looking for real precision, Doug. Maybe ‘indignant.’ Or ‘incensed.’ Or, oh, how about ‘infuriated’?”

But definitely one of those “in-” words, she thought.

“I did not need that,” she added softly—then, abruptly stopped; she’d made her point earlier. Berating him further wasn’t going to help.        

“I know.” He stared at his hands, which were clenched in his lap. “I’m sorry."

For a moment, she was slightly mollified… but he couldn't just leave it at that.

“It's just that he's such an arrogant son of a..."

Erika's warning glare cut him off in the nick of time.

She knew he wasn't talking about the Tzenkethi.

"Doug, we’re in it, for good or ill, so quit whining. I get enough of that from Taylor.”

“I know,” he repeated, and slouched deeper into his chair.

The silence lasted all of fifteen seconds.

“I just don’t like the way he dismissed our concerns out of hand. Or the way he treated you. Just because he has the biggest boat he acts like he can do whatever the hell h–...“

Drop it, Commander.” The rebuke was mild, but Doug recognized it for what it was: The last warning he was going to get on the matter.

Wisely, he complied.

Donaldson dug her thumb into her temple in a vain attempt to alleviate the building headache. She knew she should take her own advice. After all, she had always made it her goal to judge people on their merits, and most emphatically not on what was attributed to them by reputation, rumor and speculation. Why treat Liberty’s commander otherwise?

There was a difference, though: Usually, after one of her altercations with a superior, she could retreat to her vessel, perform her duties, and not have to see or speak to her opponent for anything between weeks and years afterwards.

Luciano Mantovanni, however, she couldn’t just leave behind: He was in the next ship over...

...and he wasn’t going away.

Shutting off the console, Donaldson stood, eyeing her X-O. “You have the bridge.”

She paused by ops as she left. "Solan, I want you to get as much information on the state of the war from Liberty, Athene and K’Char. Tactical reports, disposition of forces, everything pertinent from the last three years."

The Vulcan handed her PADD.

"I estimated there was a 98.2% chance you would request that information, Captain. Here is a preliminary dataset. The computer is finishing final correlations. The completed file will be accessible under your command codes in 20 minutes.”

"Only 98.2%?" For the first time in almost three days, Erika smiled.

"There is never 100% certainty where you are concerned, Captain."

"Really? I'll take that as a compliment, Solan."

"Indeed, sir." An expression that might have been a smile ghosted over his chiseled features.

Erika Donaldson laughed softly as she made her way to the lift.

Time to make the best of a bad situation.

 

***

 

Eight decks below, her chief engineer, unfortunately, did not have the same attitude.

It was commonly known that Lieutenant Commander Taylor Maxwell was a brilliant engineer, one of the best in Starfleet; she was acknowledged a preeminent expert on transwarp drive technology and considered a mechanical genius.

It was also commonly known that she was, in the words of a former colleague, "the most aggravating, infuriating and impossible person in the Alpha Quadrant."

Right at that moment, she was watching events from the upper deck of main engineering in a manner that had even her own people avoiding her.

Assistant Chief Engineer Jolan Tigel approached, but made an abrupt about face when he saw the look in her eyes. Instead, he caught the attention of Chief Petty Officer Otto Eberhard, who was explaining to a group of Liberty engineers why the exhaust manifold assembly didn’t match the listed specifications.

“Otto.” The Bajoran glanced to the upper deck as he drew the older engineer aside. “I think you should go talk to her.”

Eberhard followed Jolan’s gaze. “Why do I feel like I’m being sent to the phaser range—as a target?”

“You know that other than the captain, Shana, and Brennig, you’re the only person who has a chance of reasoning with her when she’s like this.”

The stocky German crossed his arms. “There is no reason involved, Tigel. It is just a matter of waiting her out.”

“Well, wait fast.” Jolan gave him a gentle shove toward the ladder.

His brow wrinkling, Eberhard made his apologies to the visiting engineers and unhappily went to beard the lioness in her den.

Maxwell didn’t turn around as he approached. She was drumming her fingers on the rail, and her foot tapped a silent rhythm on the floor.

“What are they saying?”

Eberhard hesitated, then realized there was no way out.

“They’re, ah, just wondering about the modifications we’ve made.”

“I’ll bet.” The staccato beat of her nails on the imitation wood grain increased. “The Vulcan doesn’t look too pleased.”

Eberhard forbore from confirming her observation. “The discrepancies between our systems and the standard specifications are rendering her inspection less relevant. She wants to start a physical survey of all systems.”

Maxwell said nothing for a long moment.

“I should go… assist.”

The German cringed. He knew that tone all too well. "Uh, Chief, you remember what the captain said…"

"I'll be civil."

“Maybe you should give me your phaser…”

Glaring at him, Maxwell slapped the sidearm down on the table before she spun on her heel and stalked in the direction of the Liberty's assistant chief of engineering.

He waited only until she was out of earshot before opening a comm channel. "Eberhard to Lieutenant Tethyan. I think we're going to need you in engineering...”

He winced.

“...about five minutes ago."

 

***

 

Lieutenant T'Lann caught sight of Commander Maxwell approaching on what her more metaphorically appreciative colleagues would probably call “an intercept course.” Her fellows from Liberty exchanged concerned looks, as did Adventurous' engineers—though for entirely different reasons.

"Yes, Commander?"

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" the petite brunette practically snarled, interposing herself between the Vulcan and the panel she’d just opened.

"I am preparing to begin a visual inspection of the exhaust manifold assembly, prior to a full physical survey of the warp and transwarp matrices.” The Vulcan glanced down at her tricorder. “Both drive configurations are significantly altered from the original design specifications.” The tone of her statement sounded almost disapproving.

Maxwell snorted contemptuously—whether the target of her disdain was her "guest" or the designs, no one was sure.

“Of course they are. We wouldn’t have gotten out of the Sol system with the piece of crap they gave us. I’ve spent the last five years redesigning the engines.” She crossed her arms and glared up at T’Lann. “Is that a problem for you?”

“Under the circumstances, it would be logical for engineers unfamiliar with your...” the Vulcan hesitated, as Maxwell’s eyes narrowed and her expression graduated from angry to threatening, “...innovations,” she finally decided, “to acquaint themselves more fully with the alterations to Adventurous’ basic design.”

"Would it now?"

"Yes," the Vulcan replied simply as she edged around Maxwell and returned to her previously interrupted task.

She didn’t get far.

Casually, Maxwell reached over... and slammed the panel shut. Fortunately, T’Lann’s reflexes were such that she was able to withdraw her hands in time.

No one present thought that consideration had been foremost in Taylor’s mind.

"I didn't give you permission to go ahead with that, Lieutenant." Adventurous' CEO said, biting off each word sharply, and emphasizing their difference in rank with all the subtlety of a Klingon pain stick.

Undeterred, T'Lann raised a brow. It was a standard Vulcan gesture, but to the already infuriated Maxwell, it seemed to read like an insolent challenge.

"Indeed? My orders are to make a full survey of your faster-than-light engineering systems.

"Your permission," she concluded, "is neither requested, nor required."

There was a soft "Oh, dear God," from someone in the small crowd that had formed around them. For a moment, time slowed in that way it often seems to do before some particularly disastrous event occurs.

Thankfully, the Deity on whom someone had just called decided to listen.

"Is there a problem here?" A large scaled hand, tipped with impressive jade-green claws, settled gently on Maxwell’s shoulder, breaking—or, rather, momentarily blunting—the tension.

She glanced up at Brennig Tethyan.

"Yes, there’s a problem. This…" Taylor spared an icy glance, “...this person seems to think she can just walk in here and do as she pleases, disregarding my authority over my engines.”

T’Lann addressed her reply to the large saurian, who appeared more rational than the fuming Maxwell.

"My authorization comes from Lieutenant Commander Irriantia—and, ultimately, Captain Mantovanni. He is the senior officer in the task force, and thus has the final say in this situation.”

“I don’t care if he’s Julius Caesar,” the small woman seethed. “My engines, my jurisdiction. End of discussion.

“Good bye!” she spat.

T’Lann pointedly ignored her and again appealed to Tethyan. “I have my orders, Lieutenant. I cannot be responsible for Commander Maxwell's irrational possessiveness as pertains to ‘her’ engines."

“‘Irrational possessiveness’?!” Tethyan's firm grip on her shoulder was all that kept Maxwell from lunging forward. "Get her out of here!"

"If you wish to remove the individual causing the difficulty,” T’Lann continued, unfazed by the narrowly averted attack, “then I suggest you look to your own chief of engineering."

With a faint sigh, the Vor’Shan gently, firmly, drew the furious Taylor away from T’Lann, then returned to address the Vulcan privately.

“I appreciate your situation, Lieutenant.” The cultured British accent hid most of his irritation. “But perhaps it would be best for all involved if you and your people made a more concerted effort to defer to our CEO and personnel while on our ship. I am certain that, were positions reversed, our people would accord yours the same consideration—even under the present circumstances.” It was diplomatically phrased, but an admonishment nonetheless.

T'Lann seemed unimpressed.

“Though our positions obviously are not reversed, Lieutenant, I am more than willing to afford Commander Maxwell the respect due her rank and position. I must, however, be permitted to perform the duties assigned me. She is clearly interfering with that.”

Brennig, though not thrilled at the woman’s literalness, acknowledged her response with a slight nod. He then returned to where Adventurous’ chief engineer stood, brimming with indignation—whether righteous or not was open to interpretation.

“In return,” he addressed Taylor, “I believe it would be prudent to cooperate fully with the Liberty personnel, Lieutenant Commander, as per the captain’s orders.” He towered over her by almost two full feet, but she didn’t seem intimidated, or even impressed—until he added, “Unless you wish me to bring this incident to her immediate attention.”

Positioned as they were, Tethyan was the only one who saw the panic pass across her face at his words. She went rigid in his grip, and her mouth snapped shut. “No,” she said in a strangled voice, “that won’t be necessary, Brennig.”

When he released her, she spun about and strode for her office. The room remained utterly silent until the door slid shut behind her.

“Your intervention in this manner is appreciated, Lieutenant,” T’Lann offered a moment later.

“Indeed,” Tethyan replied. “I only hope it does not become necessary again, Lieutenant.”

Irritatingly enough, T’Lann again had an answer.

“That is entirely up to Lieutenant Commander Maxwell.”

With a curt nod, he left, the very tip of his white and grey ringed tail twitching sporadically. He was quite relieved the situation had been resolved so easily, having been witness to others that had not ended so quietly.

Hell hath no fury like Taylor Maxwell.

 

Brennig Tethyan would have been dismayed to know that at least one of its principals considered the incident far from resolved.

For some time afterwards, T’Lann, rather than focusing entirely on the task at hand, reexamined the scene with Maxwell, replaying it in the privacy of her thoughts using the eidetic memory and capabilities of compartmentalized thinking that were her race’s birthright.

The woman used profanity, attempted to prevent me from doing my duty, greatly overstepped her authority, and, finally, threatened me with physical violence—all in the name of an irrational territorial and proprietary feeling. Most illogical.

But it was more than that, and T’Lann was beginning to realize it.

In some engineers, that characteristic was a sentimental, but tolerable, affectation. It was clear, though, that the volatile Taylor Maxwell perceived the phrase “her engines” as far more of a literal statement... and expressed her perception most vehemently.

The implications were... disturbing.

The Vulcan re-analyzed the data available to her—Commander Maxwell’s actions; the reactions of Adventurous’ engineering staff to the incident; the intervention and commentary of Brennig Tethyan; the near terror in Maxwell’s voice when informed by him that the matter might come to Captain Donaldon’s attention—and came to the only logical conclusion she could.

And once she’d done so, it was, of course, necessary to act upon it.

T’Lann stepped away from the maintenance panel, turned, and passed her PADD to Chief Petty Officer Carmine Prinzo, who’d been assisting her.

“Please continue working, Chief,” she told the compact little technician. “I shall return as soon as possible.” The Vulcan strode briskly out of the engine room, and waited for its doors to close behind her.

She then tapped her comm badge.

Liberty, this is T’Lann. Please lock onto my signal, and beam me directly to sickbay. Inform Dr. Matsuoka and Counselor Hatshepsut that I need to speak with them...”     

She hesitated... and finally added, “...immediately.”

 

 

Interlude One

 

 

"I believe we've located them."

Gul Vamaq Danar smiled triumphantly from his command chair. He'd been certain that his task force would have far more luck than had the now-dead Jasad's, and his crew had not disappointed him.

He steepled his fingers, index nails resting against his upper lip, and, while carefully avoiding a glance at Gul Kirith Ocett, ordered, "Specify your findings."

His aide, a capable and carefully vindictive young Glinn named Uran, smirked as he handed a PADD to his superior.

"They are trying to assemble at certain coordinates… then, they plan on making an attack in force before running for the Federation border, where they will cross in one of the less exhaustively patrolled areas."

His resources were limited, granted… but Danar knew he had more than enough force to bring these recalcitrant humans to heel—and then grind them beneath it.

"Begin long range scans… narrow the focus of your search to known Federation ID call markers, distinct warp field signatures and other clearly identifiable signs of a Starfleet vessel's presence. Concentrate your search in the area indicated by the intercepted transmissions."

"Do you plan on waiting for reinforcements from Cardassia Prime?" inquired Ocett. She'd returned only a day ago, aboard the last remaining vessel from a task force that should have been more than enough to rid them of the ships they thought they were facing: An Akira-class heavy cruiser and a pathetic, cobbled together frigate.

Instead, they'd been shattered with humiliating ease when the Sovereign-class fast battleship Liberty—the same ship they'd been certain was days away—had attacked with complete surprise from the shelter of a nearby comet.

Danar was eager to intercept and deal with the upstarts on his own. He was, however, also aware that the more prudent measure would be to alert Task Force A, and have them move in and provide support.

"Send an encrypted message to Gul Macet." He nodded to his fellow—and, exaggeratedly, to Shalra, the Vorta standing with her—then continued, "Inform them that if we act swiftly, we can crush this little gathering of ships before it becomes a genuine threat."

Before…?

"Considering what they did to my task force, I consider them a 'genuine threat' already," Ocett observed acidly.

Danar glared at her, but seemed to concede the point.

"I meant no disparagement, Gul Ocett." He then added, smirking, "Your ship may have the point when we strike, if you wish it."

A palpable hit.

Ocett's eyes narrowed. "You're well aware our repairs won't be completed by the time you're ready to attack, Danar." Well aware… and savoring it, you obnoxious…

"Then you'll have to remain here at the depot until such time as your vessel is again fully operational," he declared. "You're welcome, however, Gul Ocett, to assist in planning the assault… the assault in which your ship, regrettably, cannot participate."

I'll certainly allow that you twist the knife with a certainenergy, don't you, Danar?

"Thank you, no," she answered frostily. "With your permission, I'll see to Narad's repairs."

It will spare me your continued company.

 

While Ocett had managed to retain her dignity in the face of Danar’s poorly disguised ridicule, she found herself in a difficult position: It was irritating (and somewhat career imperiling, if she wasn’t prudent with her damage control) to have been present at the scene of perhaps the only exclusively ship-to-ship engagement of any size the Federation had won in the campaign’s opening days. Elsewhere, the conflict was going much as the Central Command—and the Founders, of course—had foreseen.

That is, while it wasn’t precisely a rout, it wasn’t exactly much of a war, either: The Federation and its Klingon allies were learning that facing the Cardassian Union and the Dominion simultaneously wasn’t the same as either bullying the former or outpointing the latter. Other than their admittedly well-conceived and crippling raid on the Tauros II shipyards—which still had the Founder furious—Starfleet had done little more than attempt a few half-hearted deployments; these had been beaten back almost effortlessly: In addition, their attempts to counter the Dominion offensive were meeting with extremely limited success.

Already the front had clearly shifted into Federation space. Most of those territories along the Cardassian frontier had already been annexed in the opening days of the war. Starfleet, seemingly, didn’t have the stomach to resist the type of viciousness the Jem’Hadar were more than willing to employ in their attacks: Suicide runs; refusal to ask or grant quarter of any sort; relentless application of force.

The Federation is proving to be a... a... what’s the phrase the Terrans use? she pondered. Ah... yes.

“A paper tiger,” she laughed aloud, momentarily enjoying the metaphor.

Then her thoughts again grew sober.

Of course, I run into the wolf. How like my fortune that is.

Stalking furiously down the corridor, Ocett gradually became aware of her newfound shadow's presence.

"You will not accompany the task force, Shalra?" she inquired.

The Vorta laughed.

"You are a survivor, Ocett; I may serve the Founders, blessed be their names, but I have no desire to die in so doing. I threw in my lot with you some months ago, and shall remain with you. For the moment, I am a Vorta without Jem'Hadar… you did not use my vulnerability against me. I trust you, and wish for you to trust me—well, insofar as any Cardassian truly trusts one such as I."

Ocett smiled slightly, but didn't turn before she'd eliminated all traces of the momentary lapse.

"And you are welcome, Shalra. When additional Jem'Hadar are dispatched to your service, perhaps you and I shall have conceived a plan of our own." She'd had no idea why she'd said that, but trusted her instincts.

When Shalra smiled with serpentine relish, Ocett knew that, once again, her intuition had proven correct.

 

 

End Interlude One

 

 

STARDATE (TERRAN COMMON DATE): 51017.78 (JANUARY 7TH, 2374)

TIME: 1147 HOURS, FEDERATION STANDARD (FST)

LOCATION: ALPHA QUADRANT, SECTOR 21544

 

FEDERATION SOVEREIGN-CLASS HEAVY EXPLORER/FAST BATTLESHIP USS LIBERTY, CAPTAIN L.C. MANTOVANNI COMMANDING, HEADING STARFLEET/KLINGON SPECIAL TASK FORCE, DESIGNATE EPSILON ONE THREE SEVEN TWO

 

ALERT STATUS: YELLOW

 

"My response was justified."

Commander Bagheer's snarling defense of his recent actions garnered less of an immediate rebuttal than he'd expected.

"I see."

Whatever brief hope he'd maintained that no consequences, or comments, would be forthcoming disappeared a moment afterward, though.

"So you felt yourself to be in some danger?" his captain asked. He then smiled humorlessly. "Commander Roese's wit must be significantly sharper than that for which I credited him, to so easily pierce through that Tzenkethi pelt of yours."

"He's a snotty, sniveling little weasel, Cicero," the feline rumbled. "Roese as much as called you a coward… and in front of a fellow officer!" He'd begun to pace the length of Mantovanni's ready room; the great Tzenkethi's commander had, quite some time ago, made an abortive attempt to remove anything fragile from within range of Bagheer's tail—which lashed ferociously, and unpredictably, whenever he was in the grip of his anger.

"Indeed? Interesting."

The mildness of his captain's response caused Bagheer to wheel and regard him, jade green irises nearly obscured by dilated black pupils. Unfortunately, this took the Tzenkethi off his accustomed stalking path. As his tail whipped around, it passed over the small antique table—and scattered the ivory and onyx chess pieces to the ground.

Drolly, Mantovanni sighed, "I lose more positions that way."

Abruptly, he asked, "Am I a coward?"

Bagheer snarled, "Don't be absurd."

"Do you think Petrova believes me a coward?"

"No."

"Then you responded to obvious absurdities with physical force and the threat of still greater violence," Mantovanni concluded.

Bagheer muttered something about "too damned much Vulcan critical thinking for your own good"—but kept it low enough that his captain chose not to consider it a part of their exchange.

The Sicilian continued, with gentle relentlessness, "How can I expect to enforce discipline when my second-in-command won't restrain himself in the face of idiocy?

"You will apologize, sincerely and profusely, to Commander Roese for baring your fangs and laying claws on him. Despite the fact that you considered it sufficient provocation, it constitutes assault and battery, as well as conduct unbecoming. Consider yourself tremendously fortunate that he has, thus far, not decided to press charges. There are more than enough captains to convene a court martial board, Bagheer… and as your commander, I'd have to step aside and let justice be done."

He finished with, “I'm more than a little disappointed with your behavior in this matter."

A low growl—not of anger, but instead distress—issued from Bagheer's throat.

"What about his comments concerning you?" the Tzenkethi asked. "Slander is a court martial offense, as well."

"You're not one to bring a fellow officer up on charges." Not when you could eviscerate him instead. "Besides, I feel certain Captain Donaldson is capable of disciplining her officers, if she deems it necessary."

"That makes one of us," the feline growled resentfully.

His captain was unmoved.

"Get it all out now, Rajah..." Liberty's commander recommended, "…because from here you're headed to Adventurous for that apology to Commander Roese. And there'd better not be another incident… I have neither the time nor the inclination to deal with a Tzenkethi rampage."

Bagheer threw his head back and roared. It was impressive, and very near to deafening in the enclosed space of the ready room—though probably not as bad as it'd been for Roese and Petrova.

When he was through, he glared back at his captain, and snarled, "I hate it when you're right!"

"Well, it happens seldom enough that you'll get over it," Mantovanni told him sardonically. He then smiled—genuinely, this time.

Bagheer, despite himself, felt his fury melting away. "Very well."

Even as the Tzenkethi turned to depart, the ready room chime sounded.

In a single stride, his X-O reached the door, and it slid open without requiring Mantovanni's invitation.

While Hatshepsut’s appearance wasn’t much of a surprise, both officers were startled to see that Shiro Matsuoka had left the confines of his sickbay… and each put aside their last discussion immediately when they saw that the doctor's normally sober expression was positively grim.

"We may have a problem," he announced.

Mantovanni motioned for Bagheer to go, and then invited Matsuoka and Hatshepsut to sit. If the stately CMO and incisive ship’s counselor noted the scattered chess pieces—and the Sicilian had little doubt they did—neither gave any sign.

A problem, the captain thought. Considering Shiro’s penchant for restraint, this could be borderline disastrous.

He gestured for Matsuoka to relay his news...

...and was, of course, almost immediately sorry he had.

 

***

 

Substantively extending the range of Liberty’s sensors wasn’t a significant problem, Sera MacLeod knew.

Doing it with the equipment on hand was the interesting challenge.

Since being ordered to come up with an innovation three days ago, the brilliant half-Vulcan had already conceptualized four different reconfigurations to her ship’s current long range sensor suite (none of which had satisfied her as being enough of an improvement to show the demanding Mantovanni), as well as two separate redesigns.

Such was the mind of Sera MacLeod.

As far as the latter, Sera knew, if she had the resources of Starfleet Research and three months, either might be the perfect solution. But the captain’s inquisitively arched brow of a few hours ago indicated to her that he wasn’t concerned with significantly expanding the borders of scientific knowledge at the moment.

We require an edge, and he’s relying on me to provide it—soon.

She took a sip of her beloved peach tea, glanced out the window of Liberty’s all ranks club—which was called, strangely enough, “Another Fine Mess”—and, there, noted the battered transwarp frigate USS Adventurous.

She’s quite an ungainly little mutt... but hanging in there, Sera thought. Adventurous unquestionably lives up to her name.

Something about seeing the small, doughty ship caused a tangential shift in her thought processes. As the idea suddenly coalesced in her mind, she stood, spilling her drink, and dashed for the door.

“Look out,” said someone at the bar. “Sera MacLeod’s off to change the laws of physics again.” There was scattered laughter...

...which increasedas their beloved chief of operations stuck her tongue out at them just before she left.

 

 

Luciano Mantovanni paused the recording, and for a long moment, debated whether or not he should add to it.

God knows, Shiro and M’Raav have just given me a lot more to consider, he thought.

“We’ve come from a meeting with Lieutenant T’Lann,” the counselor had said, after settling herself on the corner of his desk, “in which she declared her belief that Lieutenant Commander Maxwell of the Adventurous is psychologically unfit for duty.”

“And she bases this diagnosis on...?” Mantovanni had asked.

The Felisian had then relayed the entire incident; his captain had had no doubt that it had happened essentially as stated, since T’Lann possessed flawless recall and his counselor wasn’t exactly a dullard, either.

“What do you want from me?” Liberty’s captain had then inquired—though Mantovanni was fairly certain he knew what was coming.

Hatshepsut had answered, “We feel it necessary to speak with both Doctor Arland and Lieutenant Commander Maxwell, at length. This is a serious charge; it reflects not only on Arland’s competence, but Donaldson’s as well. Of course, there’s no need to jump to any conclusions...”

All three had known, though, that it was unlikely T’Lann would have made such an accusation if there were no substance behind it.

It hadn’t boded well for the results of their coming investigation.

“Do what you think is necessary,” Mantovanni had finally decided.

Matsuoka had grunted. “We always do... whether you like it or not.”

Now, the Sicilian pondered mentioning their actions in the captain’s log.

The inquiry is a fact, he thought, frowning. Certainly acknowledging such is proper procedure.

Instead, he tapped the “Complete” button, and leaned back in his chair.

But I’ll be damned if I’ll make it “official” until we have a better idea of what’s happening. That young woman might like to have a subsequent career, and documenting it right now is an indelible mark, whether the powers that be want to admit it or not.

It wasn’t often that Mantovanni allowed procrastination to make him feel better...

...but in this case, he made an exception.

 

***

 

Taylor Maxwell sat behind her desk... or, rather, hid behind it.

She’d fought her Demon for years. Sometimes—the good times—she wasn’t even aware of him; he withdrew to some unlit portion of her mind and skulked there, while she went about her business, almost content with the life she’d forged for herself.

More often, she could see him flitting in the shadows of her consciousness, whispering thoughts she could almost perceive—and wished she couldn’t. Then she ignored him as best she could, and pushed determinedly forward with her duties. Often he would go away, having failed to incite the terror he so craved.

Now, though...

I’m not your enemy, he said. I wish you could understand that.

You’ve got to do something, though. They’re going to take your job away from you...

“That’s absurd,” Maxwell told herself.

Is it? he smugly replied. The Vulcan bitch wants your job... she figures that she can supplant you here. You haven’t solved the transwarp problem, after all, even though they’ve given you weeks to do it... they’re all alike.

“She can’t just take over my...” Maxwell protested.

Of course she can! Erika’s not in charge anymore. Mantovanni’s in command; he can order Erika to take T’Lann, whether she wants to or not... you’ve got to get out there and do something before it’s too late...

When the office chime sounded, she nearly screamed.

“What!?”

The door slid open to reveal a Vulcan woman.

T’La-...?!

No.

“Taylor Maxwell? Hi, I’m Sera MacLeod, from the Liberty. Got a minute?”

Wordlessly, on the verge of either hysteria or catatonia, Maxwell slowly nodded.

She’s here to relieve you...

“Shut up!”

MacLeod took an involuntary step back. Fortunately, the door had already closed behind her, and she was the only one to hear the outburst.

“Usually it takes people over five minutes to tell me to shut up, Commander. Getting a head start?”

Huh? he said.

“Huh?” she said.

Cautiously, Sera moved forward with her statement. “I’ve... read some of your papers on possible supplemental uses of transwarp energies. I was considering an experiment, and really need your expertise.”

“You... need my help?” Maxwell was groggily astonished.

The Vulcan woman smiled. “Yes. You’re an innovator, so I knew you’d have the vision. My idea is that, utilizing the particulate emissions from the...”

The Demon desperately tried to gain Taylor’s attention again, but for some reason, its voice seemed to have lost strength. Hissing in dismay, it retreated into the shadows.

For the moment.

 

***

 

The contrast between Liberty’s sickbay and that of Adventurous was glaring.

Matsuoka’s home ground was immense: It took up a sprawling portion of space on deck five, and was surrounded by treatment rooms, medical research labs, outpatient facilities, and a host of other applicable spaces.

Adventurous was a smaller ship; much of her bulk was given over to the enormous transwarp nacelles that were, right now, the focus of so much lavishly ineffectual attention.

Liberty probably has eight times the interior volume, and I still occasionally complain about a lack of this or that.

Add to the space and personnel constraints the fact that Shana Arland had to double as the ship’s counselor, and one arrived at the inevitable conclusion that her job was not easy.

When Matsuoka approached her, she was engaged in what at first glance looked to be exasperating byplay with one of Adventurous’ senior officers.

“...tell you to perform those exercises twice a day, Doug?” she scolded.

“I know.” Her patient ducked his head slightly, in a conciliatory gesture—but then protested, “I’ve been pretty busy.”

“No excuses. Your arm won’t regain its full strength and range of motion if you don’t exercise it. Jem’Hadar weapons are pretty nasty, and I can only do so much... you have to help me, here.

“No exercises this week,” she declared, “no hockey this weekend.”

What? You can’t...!” he protested.

“No...” she countered firmly. “...you can’t miss any more exercises, or you can’t play hockey. I’m leaving it up to you. Do your homework, and you can go out after school. Miss even one time—and, believe me,” she added sternly, “I’ll know—and you get to come do supervised therapy while the other kids play hockey. Got me?” She poked him in the ribs.

“Yes, Miss Arland,” he replied snottily. Then his voice softened. “Thanks.”

“Your welcome, Doug. Now," she chuckled, "go do some work.”

Even as Roese withdrew, Shana looked up, saw Matsuoka, and grinned.

“Doctor. What brings you to the 23rd century?”

He smiled slightly; when she’d come aboard to check on a number of Adventurous wounded being treated on Liberty, Arland had commented on his ultra-modern facilities, and the fact that her ship’s primary hull—a type originally constructed for the Constellation-class, and now in production for almost a century—seemed to have remained relatively un-refurbished after all that time, and often left her feeling like she was “working at a historical landmark.”

Then, the reason for his visit returned to the forefront of his thoughts.

Quietly, he asked, “Are you currently treating Taylor Maxwell—in either of your capacities?”

Her expression changed, becoming guarded, if not quite suspicious.

“Why do you ask?”

Matsuoka frowned; on him, because of his normally dour, craggy features, it was practically a glower.

“Please do not dissemble, Doctor. I wouldn’t ask the question if it weren’t pertinent and necessary.”

Shana flushed slightly. “That falls under doctor/patient privilege, as you well know.”

Adventurous’ CMO wasn't precisely being uncooperative, Matsuoka knew. The area in which they were treading was a problematic one, at best.

“There was an incident in engineering an hour-and-a-half ago, during which Commander Maxwell exhibited some disturbing behavior. I don’t want to call them symptoms if I don’t have to do so.”

As the conversation had grown more serious, the two had gravitated towards Arland’s office. There, she sealed the door, and touched at a control, frosting the window.

“Yes, I’m treating her, for a chemical imbalance that occasionally causes behavioral quirks.”

He absorbed that for a moment.

“‘Quirks’ which include screaming, profanity and threats of physical violence necessitating restraint by your chief of security?”

Shana paled. “Taylor did that?”

“According to Lieutenant T’Lann, whose word I have no reason to doubt, she did. From what I was told, anyone in engineering at the time could confirm it.”

Arland scooped up what looked to be an interesting variant on a Starfleet medikit and headed for the door.

“Thank you, doctor... I’ll handle it.”

“May I accompany you?” he asked.

“I said, ‘I’ll handle it,’” Shana repeated, a little sharply.

Matsuoka examined her face for a moment. Then, he bowed slightly.

Unfortunately, it was in that moment that Arland's “house call” became unnecessary.

 

***

 

Adventurous’ CEO had come to one inescapable conclusion: Sera MacLeod was fun.

It’s great to actually speak with someone at my own pace, and not wonder if they actually understand what I’m saying.

The two had spent a wonderful hour, theorizing, finishing each others’ sentences, and hashing out the problem with which the brilliant young half-Vulcan had originally approached her.

She was very nearly Taylor’s match in engineering knowledge and theory... though her praxis tended to trail off, as her fertile mind conceived another idea, and she began to ponder it.

After the other woman had excused herself for a few moments, Taylor, curious, had called up her record... and had gaped in astonishment while reading it: Sera MacLeod literally seemed too accomplished to be real.

Marine biology... zero-point energy... mathematics... physics... The list went on and on.

She knows almost everything about almost everything. Amazing.

Taylor had never understood the term “fast friends” until now: She felt closer to Sera MacLeod in an hour than she did with most people after a decade… and sensed—hoped—that the reverse was true.

Her mood immeasurably improved, Taylor Maxwell stepped back out into her engine room...

…and saw the woman who wanted to take it away—T’Lann—talking with her new friend.

When the Demon returned, it was with a power she’d rarely felt before.

Triumphantly, it whispered, I told you.

Overwhelmed by swooping despair, Taylor Maxwell momentarily succumbed… and began to listen.

 

***

 

“Her reaction to me is quite irrational,” T’Lann reiterated.

Sera MacLeod considered what response might sway her kinsman from the stance she now held.

“Is it not illogical for you to return to the scene of the disturbance, when you already have firsthand knowledge of the emotional response for which you were the catalyst?”

T’Lann arched a brow.

“A telling point... but I have my assigned responsibilities, Commander.”

Sera sighed inwardly. T’Lann was good officer: Bright—but not brilliant; rigidly rational; and unwavering in her sense of duty.

She simply couldn’t see why Maxwell was upset... and since it was illogical, it was to be dismissed.

Sera disliked being heavy-handed, but...

“Return to Liberty, Lieutenant,” she ordered. “Your presence here is an unnecessary provocation.”

T’Lann immediately began to pack her tools.

“As you wish, Commander.” Her tone was faintly disapproving.

MacLeod smiled inwardly, remembering Abraham Lincoln’s admonishment about teaching pigs to sing.

She then turned, saw Taylor Maxwell—more, read what was in her eyes…

…and knew things were about to get bad.

 

***

 

The air of tension on Adventurous' bridge was glaringly obvious, M'Raav Hatshepsut noted—though admirably restrained. Still, she had to make a conscious effort to still her bristling tail.

She approached the slender, almost gawky man in the center seat, and purred, "Excuse me, Commander… I was told Captain Donaldson was on the bridge?"

He shifted uncomfortably before answering, and Hatshepsut realized that the Adventurous officer seemed almost afraid of her.

Bagheer, you're not making my job easier, she chastised him in mental effigy. You may have given this poor man a complex about felines.

Finally, he answered, "Yes, Counselor… Cleopatra?"

She trilled in amusement. "Hatshepsut, actually."

He grimaced in mild embarrassment, offered a sincere, "Sorry," and followed that with, "She's in her ready room."

Hatshepsut exchanged a swift but sophisticated greeting with the Felisian at tactical, using a near sub-sonic series of purrs and trills that had meaning for the two of them, but were probably inaudible to everyone else on the bridge—with the exception of the Vulcans, of course.

Pashta's ritual response was genuinely happy, but a little strained.

These people are in desperate need of a break, the Felisian mused as she pressed the door chime.

Unfortunately, they're not going to get one anytime soon.

The door slid open almost immediately.

"Counselor." Donaldson, who had been staring out the window on the far wall, gestured to one of the chairs.

After Hatshepsut took the indicated seat, Adventurous' captain reclaimed her own. Covertly, the Felisian examined the desk's contents with a clinical eye: It was covered with neatly organized stacks of reports, and a few small personal items.

"I hope I am not interrupting anything important, Captain," Hatshepsut offered; the niceties, after all, had to be exchanged.

Absently tapping the stylus against the PADD she held, Donaldson shook her head. "Just reviewing data on the war, and trying to formulate some useful contributions to the cause."

“You seem to have adapted well to a frustrating situation.”

Donaldson's gaze wasn't quite sufficiently sharp for the Felisian to label it a "dirty look," but it wasn't exactly open and receptive, either.

"And to what situation are you referring, Counselor?"

More than a little defensive, Hatshepsut thought, concerned. I'd guessed as much.

"The shock of return from a deep-space probe into a war zone, Captain."

The tapping stopped suddenly, and Erika deliberately put the stylus down. “I have no choice, Counselor… there's difficult work to be done, and I’m not inclined to do it by halves.”

She seems eager to somehow “establish herself” with me—and through me, perhaps, the captain.

"Your attitude is commendable." It was a neutral enough comment; the Felisian was curious as to what the response would be.

“Let’s see if you and your commander still see it that way in a week,” Donaldson muttered.

She has to know I heard that; she has a Felisian working on her own bridge.

Hatshepsut chose, however, to ignore it. She waited in silence, until Donaldson, perhaps a bit unconsciously irritated at having not provoked a response, testily inquired, "What may I do for you?"    

Curious, the counselor phrased her first mention of the reason for her visit carefully.

"Actually, Captain, I need to discuss a rather serious matter with you. I don't know if you're aware of the incident that occurred in Adventurous' main engineering room some hours ago. Lieutenant T'Lann was concerned enough about it, though, to report what had happened to both Dr. Matsuoka and myself."

The Felisian's eyes dilated to saucers, as she examined the other woman.

To her credit, Donaldson hid her reactions well enough, but Hatshepsut had enough experience with Mantovanni's trademark inscrutability that Adventurous' captain was no real challenge for her to read: The barest hint of confusion, then irritation, had touched her expression.

This is the first she's heard of it.

“Dr. Matsuoka and I have some… concerns about the behavior of your CEO.”

Donaldson sat up a little straighter. “What sort of 'concerns'?”

“Actually, it was regarding her, ah, medical condition.”

That touched a nerve.

"Then you should be discussing them first with Dr. Arland. She's more than qualified to answer any questions… and it's far more appropriate for her to do so."

Steadily, Hatshepsut replied, "Dr. Matsuoka is speaking to her even as we converse here."

Donaldson didn't at all seem amused by that.

"Well, then, it seems to me that until the two of you have met and discussed his findings at length—assuming there's any real need—I don't believe you and I have anything about which to talk."

Coldly, she added, "And if, at that point, you have any further… 'concerns,' as you put it, Counselor… take them to Captain Mantovanni, and he can bring them up with me.”

The fact that Erika Donaldson then returned to examining her PADD was enough of a hint to Hatshepsut that their interview had just been terminated.

Dryly, the feline purred, "I'll take your flagging regard as tacit permission to depart."

That got her Donaldson's attention again.

"Watch the attitude, Lieutenant," Adventurous' captain said coldly. "You're not my counselor, or my conscience. Save your pert observations for someone who's interested in hearing them."

And they say I'm catty, Hatshepsut thought.

"Apologies, Captain. May I be excused?"

"With my enthusiastic blessings." Again, she returned to her reading…

…only to be interrupted by a hail.

"Sickbay to Captain Donaldson."

She glanced up, met the Felisian's eyes, and answered, "Go."

"Nurse Jackson, ma'am. Commander Maxwell is in sickbay. According to Commander MacLeod, Taylor attacked Lieutenant T'Lann

"…and tried to kill her."

 

***

 

Taylor had known… known… they were going to relieve her… and the anguished woman had decided she wasn't going down without a fight.

But, Sera wouldn't… she'd thought.

She lied to you, you stupid girl, the Demon had whispered. She was keeping you distracted while…

"Nooooo!" she'd cried, an anguished howl that chilled the blood of everyone who heard… with the exception of the woman at whom it was directed.

T'Lann had turned and stood to face Maxwell's assault, adopting a defensive stance as the little engineer had borne down on her at what seemed to the onlookers transwarp speed. She'd launched herself at the Vulcan…

…and though the target of her onslaught had been able to catch both of Taylor's arms, she'd immediately found that grasping and holding were two entirely different things. Adventurous' engineer had the strength of hysteria, desperation… and undiluted hatred.

T'Lann had realized—jarringly—that she was fighting for her life.

 

Everyone had been frozen, shocked, as the tableau unfolded… everyone, that is, except Sera MacLeod.

She'd stepped back, giving Maxwell room to charge the source of her fury.

Sera had nearly miscalculated: Taylor's hysterical strength had been such that T'Lann had found herself on the desperate defensive. The engineer's hands had actually reached her throat and begun to squeeze…

Then Taylor's head had snapped up, and she'd fallen back into what looked like an agonized unconsciousness—a victim of Sera MacLeod's fortuitously applied Vulcan neck pinch.

The half-Vulcan had then sunk to the floor with Taylor, and there cradled her small form—even as Otto Eberhard had roared into his comm badge, "Transporter room, we have a medical emergency. Beam Commanders Maxwell and MacLeod directly to sickbay!"

 

 

Interlude Two

 

 

STARDATE (TERRAN COMMON DATE): 51018.37 (JANUARY 7TH, 2374)

TIME: 1700 HOURS, FEDERATION STANDARD (FST)

LOCATION: ALPHA QUADRANT, SECTOR 21611

 

FEDERATION DEFIANT-CLASS ESCORT/ARMORED FRIGATE USS VALIANT, BREVET CAPTAIN (NEE SENIOR CADET) TIMOTHY WATTERS COMMANDING, CURRENTLY ENGAGED IN EXTENDED EVASIVE MANEUVER PATTERNS NEAR HALLORN SEPRICIA STAR SYSTEM

 

ALERT STATUS: YELLOW

 

Well, there it is, Tim. Reality hitting you right in the face.

Captain Timothy Watters reread the communiqué, searching for a way of creatively interpreting the orders he'd just received.

There were none.

 

 

There was no mistaking the validity of the message; it was contained within the highest, most sophisticated encryption protocols ever designed by Starfleet.

He'd been judiciously, if unenthusiastically, searching for a way to rejoin the Federation Fleet, but had, for almost two weeks, been frustrated at every turn.

Now Starfleet had come looking for him.

Well, it was fun while it lasted.

The rest of Red Squad—his crew, he amended quietly—had done well; they'd been the first Academy students assigned to a state-of-the-art combat vessel for their cadet cruise, and had been well on their way to completing their mission: Circumnavigation of the entire Federation core worlds.

Then the Dominion War had broken out, and they'd suddenly found themselves on the wrong side of a rapidly widening line.

They'd destroyed the Keldon-class battle cruiser they'd encountered almost immediately afterward, but the engagement had been a costly one: It had claimed the lives of their instructors, including Captain Ramirez (who'd preferred—strangely enough, so far as Tim was concerned—to be addressed by the ship's master rank rather than that of his true grade, Rear Admiral, Lower Half). The dying officer, with his final, flagging breaths, had commissioned Tim, and transferred all the applicable command codes he could, making the 22-year-old cadet the youngest starship captain in Starfleet history.

Wonder how long that'll last once I join up with other Federation ships, he thought, glumly. I have no seniority, and Liberty's a Sovereign-class fast battleship.

He knew what would happen: The "kids" would be dispersed to various of the other vessels, and given safe, low priority tasks to perform. No doubt he'd end up as Captain Mantovanni's "attaché," or some other such meaningless, bullshit position. He'd almost certainly be demoted, and have to watch the officers he himself had elevated pushed back to ensign—or even, in some cases, cadet.

We can make the rendezvous in 37 hours.

Then another part of him spoke up.

Or we could go the other way.

For a long moment, Tim Watters debated his duty and his desire, and finally came to a decision.

When he reentered the bridge, his first officer, Karen Farris, asked, "What are your orders, sir?"

"Bring us about," he commanded firmly. "Course 112, mark 23. Go to warp seven."

"Aye, sir," replied his helmsman. "112, mark 23, warp seven."

As the Valiant kicked into a steady gallop, Karen whispered, "Anything in that message, sir?"

Watters didn't hesitate in the least.

"Disinformation. Nothing for you to concern yourself with, Commander."

He then issued further instructions.

"From this moment on, all incoming transmissions will be routed to my ready room, and placed under my personal cipher. We'll maintain strict radio silence: No communications are to leave this ship without my express order.

"It's my job to shield this crew from harm…" Even the harm of being forced to become children again, he thought determinedly.

"…and I plan on doing just that."

Karen Farris looked at him with admiration. "Aye, sir!" she acknowledged.

Tim wanted her; they'd been involved for three years, but he'd broken off the relationship ten days ago when he'd become a captain. She'd been hurt, but, as a newly commissioned officer, had understood: He couldn't afford to be distracted by any other considerations—not even love.

They—he—had a destiny to fulfill; that much Tim Watters knew.

And he would seek it out as commander of the Valiant.

 

 

End Interlude Two

 

 

"She's sleeping now," Shana Arland said.

All the particulars in the drama—Mantovanni, Donaldson, Matsuoka, Hatshepsut, T'Lann and even Brennig—were gathered in Adventurous' sickbay, watching from a distance as Sera MacLeod kept silent vigil over her troubled friend.

"I regret that I have been the locus of such an unfortunate happenstance," T'Lann offered soberly.

"I should have brought this to you, Captain," apologized Brennig.

"It's not at all your fault, Lieutenants," Arland told them. "If anyone's to blame, it's me."

"Us," added Matsuoka.

Hatshepsut nodded. "We should have intervened earlier…"

"No," Donaldson interjected firmly, sparing a guilty glance for the still form on the bed across the room. "I'm the captain of Adventurous…"

"That's enough."

They all fell silent as Luciano Mantovanni swept them with an irritated glare.

"Oh, 'Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa,'" he chanted. "I feel like I'm in room full of Catholics. Let it go. I'm not interested in who's to blame.

"We have to decide what's to be done now."

No one, though, seemed ready to volunteer a suggestion.

 

***

 

When, a day later, Taylor was stabilized, and stable, Shana Arland had told her that they'd scheduled a meeting in Adventurous' conference room to discuss what had occurred—and that she had the option of attending.

"What the hell kind of option is that?" the indignant engineer had asked. "I'll be there… if people are going to talk about me, I'd better be… else my 'paranoia' is pretty damned justified, isn't it?"

It had been easy to say she'd be there; it hadn't been as easy to go. It had taken Shana quite a bit of coaxing outside the conference room door, but eventually, they'd entered.

And here I am, she thought, glancing around in mild alarm.

Present along with Erika, whom she'd expected, was a contingent from Liberty, consisting of Captain Mantovanni, Counselor Hatshepsut and Dr. Matsuoka.

"I know this might seem a little intimidating, Taylor," began Erika, flashing a disapproving glare at the unwelcome trio, "but it's suddenly become an issue we can't ignore."

Hesitantly, Taylor seated herself at Donaldson's right hand, and Shana her left. For a moment the set-up at the table looked like that at a debate.

And that might be the way it turns out, Maxwell thought.

 

Shana Arland began.

"When I first read then-Lieutenant Maxwell's medical file, I realized it could pose a serious problem. Captain Donaldson and I discussed the risks of having her assigned to Adventurous."

Hatshepsut let out a small trill of surprise. "Her condition was known before she was assigned to Adventurous?"

Donaldson nodded curtly. Taylor watched in alarm, as her captain's expression grew even more grim; she, too, had noted Liberty's two socio-medical officers exchanging a brief look.

Quickly, Maxwell added, "I was already a member of Starfleet in good standing; I'd been diagnosed a year before my posting here."

"As a result of that discussion," Arland continued, "I sat down with Taylor and candidly explained our concerns. With her help, I began to investigate all available treatment options for borderline personality disorders. I talked with colleagues in every pertinent ranch of medicine. Based on that research I put together a treatment program of medication, meditation, therapy and candor which I felt would allow Taylor to lead a normal life."

She handed PADDs to Matsuoka and Hatshepsut. "It's all there. A complete record of the treatment program from its inception, including all the modifications and notes on why they were made. It's been exhaustively documented—and phenomenally successful."

"Then what happened?" This came from Liberty's captain.

Arland started to reply, but Maxwell interrupted.

"It's my fault."

Mantovanni raised a brow, inviting her to elaborate…

…but Taylor fell silent.

"If I may?" Hatshepsut asked.

"Oh, please, by all means… that's just what we need," Donaldson answered, in a tone rife with sarcasm.

The Felisian had been doing her job for far too long to be baited, though, and simply launched into explicating her perception.

"I've read the reports, and it seems to me that Commander Arland is correct in her interpretation of events. She and Taylor danced this rather exhausting dance of trial and error, advance and setback, extremely well for four-and-a half years—until they were approaching Federation space, and the transwarp engines seemingly died the death."

She glanced at her listeners: Even Donaldson seemed appeased by her approach. She purred, reassuring herself as much as expressing any sentiment, and continued.

"Unfortunately, it was then that Taylor fell victim to the lure all schizophrenics… and borderline personalities," she appended when both the engineer and Donaldson bristled, "eventually experience: The one that begins with, 'I'm doing fine… I don't need as much of my meds anymore…', but eventually graduates to, 'I don't feel as good when I'm on my meds. Why does everyone else get to be happy but me?'"

Maxwell's downcast expression was all the evidence they needed.

Hatshepsut's analysis wasn't meant to be condemnatory; when she moved forward, it took a distinctly sympathetic turn.

"From what I've read, for Taylor, it's especially difficult, because she really isn't quite as sharp when the drugs are strong enough to keep the Demon completely quiescent. Thus, Shana—who's Taylor's friend—was fooled by her insistence that 'just a little less' of the drug was necessary to control her… difficulties. Convinced by Taylor's assurances that she had a handle on it, she lowered the dosage each time it was requested.

"This is not to be interpreted as an attack on Dr. Arland," Hatshepsut hastened to add. "She has a tremendous amount of responsibility, limited staff, and had the added difficulty of trying to maintain objectivity in the face of a friend's insistent assurances. That's why doctors tend not to treat family… and it's clear that the Adventurous senior staff is a close-knit family."

"I'm sorry," Taylor whispered. "I knew it was happening. It was just so hard to say, 'Give me more,' when I knew… knew that with a little less, I'd be able to knock out the transwarp problem.

"If I'd been honest, none of this ever would have happened."

Hatshepsut purred reassuringly. "Eventually—just as Taylor was finally feeling pretty good, and beginning to see what she needed to do to fix the drive—the Demon stirred to life."

The room was quiet.

Everyone had come to the same realization: It was understandable—all of it.

Unfortunately, it didn't solve anything.

Mantovanni then asked a question that gave them all pause.

"Now that you've had a chance to reevaluate, and your patient's been more forthcoming, Dr. Arland, what's the situation? Have you been slowly conquering this—which would make this incident merely a setback—or is Commander Maxwell slowly getting worse?"

All eyes turned to Adventurous' CMO. She closed her eyes.

"Until three weeks ago, I would have staked my reputation on the former. Now, I just don't know for certain."

It was an honest answer, but it wasn't a popular one; Taylor looked stricken, and Donaldson wasn't far behind her.    

Matsuoka opined, "What about the standard conventional treatment: Neural reorganization? It's 99.77% effective in curing the disorder…"

"…but has a 23% chance of lowering the recipient's intelligence quotient by 15-25 points," Arland countered.

"Still, if it would give you some relief, Commander, and spare you these… instances… it might be worth…"

"No!" Taylor's exclamation silenced Hatshepsut immediately; she was on her feet and halfway across the room, putting as much distance between herself and the others as space allowed. "You don't understand… you can't know."

She hugged herself tightly. "I've seen what reorganization does. It takes a part of you away."

Matsuoka tried to reassure her, "The chance of such is slim, Commander."

"Not slim enough," she whispered in reply; her eyes were locked on Erika. "I'm sorry…no. You can relieve me of duty, throw me in the brig, whatever you want to do… but I refuse.

"I'd rather die."

Without another word, she spun and fled the room.

Liberty's captain was the first to act; even as Hatshepsut and Arland both rose to follow, he waved them back to their chairs.

"Mantovanni to MacLeod."

"MacLeod. Yes, sir?"

"It's my opinion that Commander Maxwell could use a friend right about now."

There was a moment's pause.

"Well, she's got one. MacLeod out."

 

The discussion continued for almost an hour. Tempers flared at the suggestion that Maxwell might not be competent to make the decision as to whether neural reorganization was the proper direction.

Erika was nearly livid at the thought.

"You know, you're right, Dr. Matsuoka… let me call security; they'll stun her and we'll stick her in the chair for a brain drain."

The Japanese man drew back in surprise and affront.

"I was merely attempting to explore all avenues."

"Well, consider that 'avenue' permanently closed—unless Taylor decides to open it."

Matsuoka considered a reply—a vehement one—but caught Mantovanni's warning glance, and simply fell silent.

"Captain, if you could join me in my ready room on Liberty, we have additional matters to consider, and I can be there when Captain Forrest arrives in a half-hour with his operational updates and incidentals."

Warily, Donaldson nodded.

"Doctors, I'm sure you have treatment strategy to discuss. I'd like to see you pool your resources on this; we need a solution, and quickly: The '13th Fleet' and the Cardassians are going to find each other rather soon, and we can't have this hanging over our heads. It will be resolved, one way or another, before then.

"Dismissed."

 

***

 

"Well, that was depressing," declared Hatshepsut, as she and Matsuoka headed back to Liberty's sickbay.

"Captain Donaldson is combative. That didn't help. I was merely attempting to play devil's advocate."

The Felisian attempted to soothe him.

"I know, Shiro; unfortunately, to the Adventurous officers it seemed more like you were playing the devil himself. This is a lot for them to handle all at once. We've known the Dominion War was coming for almost two years. To them, it just happened a week ago. In any other situation, they could try to handle Commander Maxwell's problem 'in house.' Now Shana has you and I looking over her shoulder, and Captain Donaldson has Captain Mantovanni."

Matsuoka gave a thoughtful grunt. "Which would you say was worse?"

Hatshepsut, though, gave no answer.

En route to the transporter rooms, the venerable doctor remembered something that until that moment had been nagging at him, and tapped his comm badge.

“Matsuoka to MacLeod.”

“MacLeod.”

Liberty’s CMO frowned. He’d never had to do this before.

“Sera, report to sickbay.”

There was a long pause, and then the response he hadn’t at all expected.

“Not today, Shiro... and not tomorrow or the next day, either.”

His immediate thought was to protest... but, knowing Sera MacLeod as he did, he considered the reasoning behind her statement.

After a moment, it became clear.

All he could say was, “Are you sure?”

Her laugh had a tremor. “Of course not. I’ll keep you posted.” Without another word, she cut the channel.

Hatshepsut murmured, “I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

Matsuoka glanced at his colleague.

“We’ll find out in a few days.”

 

***

 

"Captain Mantovanni," Donaldson started, after they had settled into their respective seats in his ready room, "I realize it might seem I'm making my arguments from a purely emotional position, but if I honestly felt Commander Maxwell was a liability to this, or any, mission, I wouldn't hesitate to take the necessary actions."
          Mantovanni seemed troubled.

Unfortunately, I don't know whether that's good or not, she thought.

"I can appreciate—and admire—loyalty to an officer who's proven herself time and again in the past, Captain Donaldson.

"We also have to weigh the need to help Commander Maxwell live her life as a productive Starfleet officer against the possibility of harming Adventurous, the task force, or our chances for survival out here."

Erika sighed, shaking her head slightly.

"Captain, I've weighed that same need from the day I took command of Adventurous, and especially over the last three years, when we were cut off from all contact… because, to be perfectly frank, Starfleet gave me a ship full of possible liabilities, of which Taylor Maxwell was just the most obvious example."

Now his expression changed—becoming, for all intents and purposes, unreadable.

"Do you find the events of the past few days forcing you to reevaluate your earlier decisions?"

Before she could speak, he added, "Let me ask you this: What do I do if T'Lann decides to press assault and conduct unbecoming charges? It would be well within her rights."

"Yes, it would," Erika agreed softly. "As I said before, I expect that you'll do what you feel is right."

Too bad I have no idea what the hell that'll be, she thought.

"Well, Vulcans have a tendency to see the universe somewhat differently than just about any species I've encountered," he told her. "I have some degree of familiarity with their thought processes; I can't make any promises, but I'm fairly certain I can bring T'Lann around to my way of thinking using logic vis-a-vis inappropriate leverage. Criminal charges, at this point, will only muddy the waters and confuse the issue."

"While I appreciate the offer, Captain, T'Lann does have every right to press charges, and should not be unduly pressured against that action by leverage or logic, if that is her decision." She met his gaze squarely. "My officers and I take full responsibility for the consequences of our actions."

Mantovanni didn't look amused.

"As you so eloquently pointed out seconds ago, Captain, I'll do as I think is right... and if I chose to speak with a fellow Vulcan citizen on a matter of logic and propriety, I shall. Don't allow your misplaced pride and an overdeveloped sense of responsibility to hurt your officers, Captain."

"Please forgive my presumption, sir," she shot back in a tone that was anything but conciliatory. "I would never want to question the way a fellow captain handles one of his, or her, officers." She took a deep breath, regaining some measure of her composure.

Now she saw something that gave her pause: Evidently she'd failed at least part of the quiz, for his visage darkened even further. He refused, though, to fire back.

"I was only attempting to consider everyone's best interests, Captain. T'Lann is a Vulcan; she is unmoved by the types of pressures that would cause most humans to wilt—the ones, by the way, I'd already said I wouldn't apply. She would, as an intellectual, appreciate a logical perspective she'd not considered, if it enabled her to make an informed decision.
            "And an informed decision is inherently a better one."

Donaldson was beginning to realize that, unlike many superior officers with whom she'd had disputes in the past, he didn't try to bludgeon her with rank, or the fact of her "disrespect"; at least, hadn't so far.

It was, frankly, startling.

The realization derailed another sharp response, and she leaned back in her seat.

"Of course," was all she said, with no evidence of her earlier rancor.

Whether it was a capitulation or the eye of the proverbial storm wasn't readily apparent.  

Trying a different tack, she sallied forth again.

"This is the first serious episode she's had since she came under my command, Captain Mantovanni. Trust me, I had my fair share of concerns when I first saw her medical records, but in almost six years she has never once failed in her duties, despite her condition. She has done her job with brilliance and dedication, and I and my crew owe our lives to her actions."

"But we have to face the fact that, in this case, one episode may just be one episode too many, Captain Donaldson. She, not 20 minutes ago, admitted to lying about her treatment. What happens if she starts doing the same thing two months from now? What happens if she has a meltdown when we're engaged with a Cardassian fleet?"

"I know that won't happen," Erika countered unwaveringly. "My instincts tell me to trust her."

"And therein lies our problem; your instincts, and those of Dr. Arland, were off once before as pertains to Taylor Maxwell. Do we dare rely on them again?"

Mantovanni exhaled carefully, as if consciously attempting to avoid a heavy sigh. Clearly even his careful control was slipping in the face of such emotional upset.

“I know it’s difficult, but perhaps you should try and get a little rest or something to eat.”

Wordlessly, she nodded and made for the door.

As she did so, he added, “I’ll give you my decision in a few hours.”

Erika Donaldson stopped in mid-stride, and pivoted slowly. An alloy of confusion, indignation and disbelief was evident in her features.

“What do you mean, your decision? Shana Arland and I will make the final determination as to her status; Taylor Maxwell is my officer.”

Mantovanni shook his head.

“An officer that assaulted and threatened one of mine... a young woman with real psychological difficulties... this is no longer exclusively an Adventurous problem, Captain.”

With difficulty, Donaldson managed to maintain an even tone, even as her temper struggled to break free.

Respectfully... we have the most expertise in dealing with the situation.”

“I agree,” he answered steadily. “That’s why I’m very much considering your recommendations.”

“‘Considering...!?’” she echoed incredulously. “There’s nothing for you to consider. It’s not your decision to make. This situation is my responsibility… and the decision will be mine.”

Now Mantovanni’s voice grew cold.

“Then you can consider yourself relieved of that burden as of right now, Captain Donaldson.” In a statement he meant as reassurance, he added, “Dr. Arland is the primary care physician, and I assure you her opinion will, by far, carry the most weight. I can’t see depriving Taylor of her freedom of choice as pertains to the neural reorganization; that would be, in my opinion, monstrous. She doesn’t want it; it’s not going to happen.”

Adventurous’ commander relaxed, minutely. At least he hasn’t gone totally drunk with power.

“But since you’re obviously upset,” the Sicilian continued, “you should know, now... I'm considering having you relieve her of duty and initiating the paperwork for an honorable discharge from Starfleet.”

Erika clenched her fists in anguish and frustration. When she spoke again, her words were heated with a carefully stoked fury.

"I understand you have to do what you feel is necessary, Captain Mantovanni, but so do I. I stand behind the decisions of my officers. If you want me to relieve Commander Maxwell of duty, and I do not feel it's necessary, I will refuse to comply."

For a long moment, they locked glares: Donaldson a fiery, irresistible force and Mantovanni the icy, immoveable object.

Finally, Liberty’s captain broke the silence. Though his tone was tinged with what sounded like regret, he didn’t hesitate in the least.

“If I issue an order, you’ll obey it, Captain... unless you’d like to spend the rest of the war in Liberty's brig, as opposed to on Adventurous' bridge.

Erika Donaldson's stance was both proud and defiant.

"'If the time ever comes when I must choose between betraying my country or my friend, I hope I shall have the courage to betray my country.'

"E.M. Forster. Look him up. He could teach you something."

Before he could frame a reply, she stalked out.

 

In the hallway outside transporter room one, Erika ran into someone else she most emphatically didn’t want to see.

Captain Maitland Forrest of Athene obviously didn’t have the same impression. He smiled broadly, sketched her a bow, and addressed her with, “Cap’n Donaldson! What a genuine pleasure”—making “genuine” rhyme with “benign”—though his tone seemed anything but either to her.

I’m not in the mood for this, damn it! she thought.

“Excuse me,” she gritted, looking to maneuver around him.

When he saw her face, he asked, “You look upset, Cap’n. Is there anything I can do to assist you?”

On later, chagrined reflection, she realized his offer had been kindly meant.

In that moment, though, she heard nothing but the irritating innuendo—mostly perceived—that was Forrest’s stock in trade...

...and she reacted to it.

She pasted a caricature of a pleasant expression on her face, and replied, with the cloying sweetness of a poorly made mint julep, “Yes, Cap’n. You can remove your arrogantly medieval personage from my path... and from this moment on, keep your archaic asininity to yourself.”

His own face an admixture of shock and dismay, Athene’s commander immediately stepped back.

As a parting shot, when Erika passed, she turned, and finished, “Y’all have a nice day, y’heah?”

     

Matt Forrest reflected for a moment after her departure. Then, his usual good humor reasserted itself.

My... what a firebrand, he thought, chuckling inwardly.

Well... so much for the irresistibility of Southern charm,” Forrest said to no one in particular.

He found his way to Mantovanni’s ready room, was buzzed in, and presented himself, saying, “Reporting as per your instructions, Commodore.”

Forrest realized, after a moment, that Liberty’s captain was in as charming a mood as the last one he’d encountered: The only response he got was a hooded glare, sharp enough to give Matt significant pause.

Ahem... yes, well... Athene is fully operational, and primed for battle, as per your orders.”

Mantovanni nodded.

“So, by the way, is Captain Donaldson.”

In what almost sounded like an apologia, the Sicilian told him, “That’s my fault.”

Forrest chuckled. “I’d assumed that. As great-grandfather Matt—several times removed, o' course—is rumored to have said, ‘It is the duty and pleasure of all true gentlemen to shoulder the blame in any dispute with a woman of culture and breeding.’”

"Well, it's good to know that every woman who ever said to me, 'This is all your fault!' was correct," Mantovanni noted dryly.

Forrest laughed aloud.

"There's that sense o' humor growin' back again. I suggest you have that attended to." When his comment garnered not even a lightening of expression, he changed tactics.

"I shall, in deference to your obvious disinterest, refrain from mah usual incisive repartee…

"…Commodore."

Liberty's captain, resigned to his immediate future, sighed.

 

 

Interlude Three

 

 

STARDATE (TERRAN COMMON DATE): 51021.42 (JANUARY 8TH, 2374)

TIME: 1938 HOURS, FEDERATION STANDARD

LOCATION: ALPHA QUADRANT, SECTOR 21561

 

FEDERATION NOVA-CLASS PLANETARY SURVEYOR/LIGHT DESTROYER USS PTOLEMY, CAPTAIN BELA TIRAZ COMMANDING, CURRENTLY IN SILENT RUNNING MODE WHILE ATTEMPTING TO EXECUTE STANDING ORDERS FROM STARFLEET COMMAND

 

ALERT STATUS: YELLOW

 

“This still doesn’t make any sense, Bela.”

From his expression, it was obvious that Lieutenant Commander Christopher Holbrook wasn’t particularly fond of things that didn’t “make sense.” He studied the PADD containing the subspace message they’d received—the one that had inspired Ptolemy’s senior staff to engage in their current freeform, intermittent debate—but his determined glower didn’t help him divine anything new from the text.

His captain smiled indulgently.

Still requiring events and people to make sense, Chris? You’re going to give yourself an ulcer if you don’t stop that.” Bela Tiraz was a small man, and his frequent observations and witticisms tended to be of the lighthearted sort—almost as if his brand of dry humor was issued in proportion to his size. He rarely inspired guffaws, but almost always managed to amuse.

“Though I’m often loath to agree with our chief of operations, I find myself, regrettably, forced to concur in this case.”

Selennia Vox’s comment drew another series of chuckles from those assembled on the bridge. The Trill was, like many of her species, an accomplished noodge, and seemed to take particular delight in tormenting the younger, more excitable members of the crew—including, much to his chagrin, Chris Holbrook. Despite the fact that Holbrook was senior to her, Ptolemy’s tactical officer often used nine lifetimes of experience to select the most irritating comment—and deliver it with timely precision.

Today, the gentle poke failed to inspire the reaction she’d wanted: Holbrook, in a gesture that couldn’t be considered particularly respectful without a spirited exercise of imagination, gave a brush off gesture with his right hand, while never taking his eyes off the PADD.

“It seems that you have been relegated to irrelevance, Lieutenant Vox,” observed Lieutenant Commander Suvak. The tall Vulcan was Ptolemy’s full time X-O, oft-time unofficial chief science officer... and some time debate moderator.

“A temporary state of affairs, I assure you, Suvak,” she replied, laugh lines crinkling from frequent use. Her expression sobered. “Kidding aside, it makes no sense for Liberty’s captain to send out orders like that, Bela. You told us that there are top priority contingency plans in effect, and that our course is as a result of adhering to those. Surely Mantovanni doesn’t expect us to simply reject directives from the Admiralty to follow him?”

“Maybe that’s exactly what he thinks,” Holbrook stressed the adverbial with a heat that surprised them. “I’ve heard he’s an arrogant sort... pretty insufferable.”

Bela Tiraz gave his chief of operations a smile that seemed liberally laced with grimace. A moment later, the latter realized why.

Suvak raised a brow. When he spoke, the timbre of his voice had changed slightly; it evinced that dismissive disdain Vulcans delivered so well.

“I served with Captain Mantovanni as communications officer aboard USS Intrepid for one year, two months, and four days. Further, I experienced no such occurrences of ‘arrogance,’ as you say, in our encounters at familial gatherings while we were adolescents.”

Holbrook gaped, like a fish tossed onto the Ptolemy’s deck.

“Uh... you’re related?”

Suvak sighed patiently, and clarified, “Vulcan familial ties are difficult to explain in human terms. They involve not only genetic considerations, but those of honor and history as well. Suffice it to say that we are ‘cousins,’ since that, I believe, is the default term when one is uncertain how to describe the relationship.

“At any rate,” he continued, “this is a discussion for some other time. I assert that Captain Mantovanni’s motivations are neither ‘arrogance’ nor ‘self-aggrandizement.’”

Tiraz nodded. “Granted, Suvak. He knows the message is essentially meaningless, since our standard orders are top priority.

“It must," he guessed, "be a coded message of some sort.”

“There seems to be no pattern contained within,” Vox noted. “At least, none the computers can detect.”

“The Cardassians have computers, too,” the captain admonished gently. “It wouldn’t be something they could understand so readily.

“Could he be assuming that the Cardassians are going to be able to break the ciphers?” Chris Holbrook wondered aloud.

“That would be unlikely,” Suvak countered. “These are some of the most sophisticated encryption algorithms ever devised by Starfleet.”

“And since the encryption team is dominated by Vulcans, it’s doubly unlikely?” the Trill teased.

Cool disdain didn’t work as well on her. She merely wriggled her nose at him, and then stuck her tongue out.

He arched a brow in companionable affront, and then returned his gaze to their captain, who’d waited with his usual amused patience.

“OK... they break the code... they think, ‘We’ve got these little bastards now!’... they...” his voice trailed off.

“They send a battle group to crush us before we can do any harm,” Vox concluded.

Bela Tiraz suddenly grinned a particular kind of grin, and it was one with which his crew was familiar: There was a joke, and he was now in on it.

The fun part for him was issuing his next series of orders, and watching each one as they joined him in a state of predatory amusement.

He didn’t know Luciano Mantovanni yet, but he was certain the man had a vicious sense of humor...

...and a decided mean streak.

 

 

End Interlude Three

 

 

"The unmitigated gall of the man!"

Doug Roese had seen his captain in many moods… fuming impotently was new, though.

Moments ago, Erika Donaldson had stormed back, practically wild-eyed, onto Adventurous' bridge, and had made for her ready room without a word. He'd half-expected the sound of screaming—or breaking crockery—in the instant before the door closed behind her.

Though he'd known it was a risk, Doug had waited a moment or two, calmly gone over, and let himself in.

"I don't recall summoning you, Commander," she'd practically snarled.

He'd sidestepped her comment, saying, "I take it the meeting didn't go well."

That had provoked her initial exclamation.

Now, as she finished relaying the meeting and subsequent conversation in its entirety, Douglas Roese found himself in a position he'd have given anything to avoid.

You decided to walk in here, he thought. Now you're going to see it through.

Gently, he said, "Edie… you have to consider the fact that, from a certain perspective—perhaps, the bigger and more important one—Mantovanni's right."

Donaldson, aghast, looked at him as if he were some monster that had replaced her first officer.

"How can you say that?"

"I know how it sounds… I know you don't want to hear that, but… you made me an X-O, and told me I had to give you my opinion, even when it wasn't simply a confirmation of yours—even if it made you furious."

Roese's determination never wavered, even in the face of her anger and hurt at what almost seemed a betrayal.

"I love Taylor, too, but… I just don’t know that we can risk everyone for her."

He stood at attention then.

"If Captain Mantovanni ultimately decides to relieve her, you can stand aside and lodge a protest; I'll cut the orders. I don't want you losing your command over this… and going down in flames for your principles just isn't an option right now. We're at war. We need you.

"I know it's ultimately your decision, but another of my responsibilities is to give you alternatives. Now you have one."

 

As he left, Doug Roese heard Erika Donaldson whisper, as she examined the stars from her view port window, "I don't know what to do."

 

***

 

"I don't know what to do."

Bagheer had entered his captain's ready room seconds after Maitland Forrest had left it, sending Hatshepsut—who'd had the same idea—back to her seat with a warning growl that was not to be denied.

He'd begun with, "I see you've already worked your inimitable charms on Captain Donaldson."

Mantovanni nodded. "She's berating me for a decision I’m not even close to making. "

"I assume," the Tzenkethi rumbled, " this is related to the Taylor Maxwell situation."

"Correct." He then proceeded to give his first officer the thorough, but expurgated, version.

Bagheer's tail thumped twice on the floor, and he asserted, "I don't see your dilemma at all."

The Sicilian shook his head.

"Well, since I know you're not intellectually lacking, Commander, I'll take that to mean you have a moral stance on the issue?"

"Yes… and it's the stance that should be yours, too." He leaned forward, resting the pads of his forepaws on Mantovanni's desk, and growling,

“She wishes to remain as she is, and do battle with the creature that threatens her. I say let her do so... let her fight. I honor her for her choice. And, with all due respect, I'm not interested in the counter-arguments... because I know what it's like to have a Demon inside you.

"Did you relieve me after my outburst? I wanted to kill Roese… but I didn't."

"It's not quite the same issue, Bagheer," Mantovanni answered mildly.

"It’s precisely the same issue," the great feline snarled. "Don't hide behind the ethical screen of your larger responsibilities. It’s handling the smaller ones properly that give us the strength to deal with the others which bid fair to break us. No ambiguity, Cicero. She’s bright... she’s trying hard... she had a setback.

"If she has the courage to face her Demon, you have no right to take that away from her. We're fighting not only for the common citizens of the Federation back home, but for the Geordi LaForges and Taylor Maxwells who are taken out and exposed on the side of a mountain, or simply lined up and shot, for not being perfect by people like the Cardassians and my own Tzenkethi. Her contribution is fundamental to this struggle—for reasons that have nothing to do with engineering.

“This decision is about courage, too, Cicero: The courage to trust when you just don’t know. To have faith in someone else doing the right thing, instead of you simply doing the prudent thing.”

"Thank you. Recommendation noted."

"Make sure you brood quickly," Bagheer growled. "I have neither the time nor the inclination to deal with a Sicilian's angst."

 

After the Tzenkethi had stormed out, Mantovanni finally answered.

"Neither, my friend, do I."

 

***

 

“May I come in?”

Taylor’s forbidding expression softened slightly upon seeing that her prospective guest was none other than Sera MacLeod.

“I guess,” she replied listlessly, and then withdrew back into her quarters.

“Are you feeling better?” the half-Vulcan asked, as she glanced around.

Taylor’s quarters weren’t exactly well-furnished; a Spartan probably would have found them austere: There was a bed, of course, and a desk which sported a computer monitor and about 150 data solids; but insofar as identifiable personal effects, there didn’t seem to be many in evidence.

“If you mean, by ‘better,’ ‘less homicidal,’ then, yes, I am. If, by ‘better,’ you instead, mean, ‘Eager and able to get on with my life,’ well, that’s not my decision anymore, now is it?”

“Is there a problem with simply returning to your treatment regimen?” Sera inquired. “Logically, if it was working before...”

“Your captain seems to have a problem with that,” she said bitterly. “He, according to Erika, has decided I’m completely unreliable because I had a brief lapse once in three years.”

“It is not my captain’s nature to be summarily judgmental in the fashion Captain Donaldson is describing. Are you certain she...” or you, Sera thought, “...isn’t coming to a premature conclusion?”

“I don’t know!” Taylor yelled. “I left after your Dr. Mengele decided he was going to try and coerce me into a neural reorganization... and I wasn’t there when Captain Bligh decided he would determine my fate!”

“Have you taken your meds today?” Sera suddenly asked.

Taylor gave a guilty start.

“No,” she admitted. “I don’t see any purpose to feeling dull and moronic when my Starfleet career is over anyway. Shana was upset, but she can’t force them on me.”

“And so,” the Vulcan queried again, “how many people are in the room?”

Wha-what do you mean?”

“I mean is this a two- or three-sided conversation? Don’t play stupid with me, Taylor.

“Can you hear him again?”

For a long moment, nothing more was said.

At least nothing that I can hear, Sera thought.

The frightened girl whispered, “Yes... I can hear him.”

“And he’s so much more persuasive than everyone out here who cares about you?”

Then came the stunning statement.

“At least he doesn’t send me away.”

Sera MacLeod considered her options, and decided on one that would no doubt be frowned upon by everyone else involved in their respective inner circles.

“I’d like to speak with him... or at least hear him.”

Taylor looked at her uncomprehendingly. “What do you mean?” she asked again.

Sera held out her hand.

“If you let me, I can.”

 

She means a mind meld, Taylor realized.

No...! her Demon ordered.

“No!” she repeated.

“Who’s that talking now?” Sera asked incisively, taking a step closer.

Stay away from her! it wailed.

“Stay away from me!” she wailed.

The Vulcan stopped.

“You don’t want to be sent away, but you’re sending me away. Why is that different?”

Abruptly, she stepped back.

“Let me show you something,” MacLeod told her quietly. She began to remove her tunic.

Both Taylor and her demon were shocked into momentary immobility by what they saw.

Sera MacLeod's body was covered in lesions and bruises. They were more than unsightly. They were ugly—almost grotesque. But the Vulcan stood and let Taylor see them until the young engineer's eyes filled with tears.

"Oh, Sera," she whispered. "What is that?"

"This is what happens," her friend admitted, "when I don't take my meds.

"It’s Jaren’s Hybridic Lupus; occasionally, Vulcan/human hybrids contract it: Elements of the two immune systems begin to attack each other. It’s... uncomfortable...”

Taylor, if her expression was any indication, knew that Sera was understating it.

“...and, right now, incurable.

“My troubles might be more visible than yours, and I may not have to hear them like you, Taylor, but yours will eventually kill you just like mine if you don't do what you know you have to do."

Maxwell was trying not to cry, and failing: Tears were streaming down her face. The Vulcan knew they were both for Sera... and herself.

With a tremor in her voice, MacLeod continued, "I know what’s it like having a life that’s just hard to live… I know what it's like to not want to eat the things you love because you vomit them up a moment later… I know what it's like to be a Vulcan, and often be denied the strength of your birthright because your two halves have declared war, and you’re the battlefield… I know what it's like to be so tired you just want to go to sleep... and never wake up. I know what it’s like to be less of myself."

Sera pulled her shirt back on, sat down, and took her friend's hand.

"So if I can take my meds…

"…would you at least think about taking yours?"

 

***

 

Luciano Mantovanni, against his better judgment, had consented when Sera MacLeod had asked to brief him and Captain Donaldson on the new sensor suite—accompanied by Taylor Maxwell.

“It’s her project, too, sir... and if it’s her last one, she at least deserves that final ‘Well done’ from both of you.”

Despite his misgivings, “Permission granted” had been all he could muster.

He’d been prepared for an impassioned, eloquent plea, and had continued to search himself for the resolve to do what was truly best—even while weighing the incalculable cost of the wrong decision.

Instead, the briefing had been precisely what Sera MacLeod had promised: A quick explanation of what the two had accomplished in the short time they’d worked together.

It was impressive, to say the least.

Sera was even now, explaining,

“The juxtaposition of energy wavelengths from Adventurous’ transwarp engines and Liberty’s sensor suite, channeled through the main deflector dish, should boost our long range sensor capability—greatly.”

“It’s a fugly kit bash,” Taylor continued, “so I don’t believe it’ll ever become standard equipment… but it’ll give you the advantage you wanted, Captain. The Cardassians and Dominion won’t have anything that can outrange it. Hell, if it works optimally, we may even be able to help the Federation.”

Erika’s brow furrowed. “How so?”

Mantovanni, ever the tactician, answered.

“Because we might just pick up militarily relevant information that Starfleet, from its vantage point, can’t... if we can get it to them in a timely fashion, that is...”

“Oh, that’s easy,” Maxwell interrupted. “We’ll leave that to you guys... Sera and I just handle the difficult stuff.”

She grinned, and the expression further transformed her face; the closed-off, troubled person they all knew had disappeared, replaced by a pretty, confident young woman.

Mantovanni listened for a few minutes longer, until it became obvious even to him that the briefing had ended, and the theoretical speculation had begun.

“Thank you, ladies. You’re dismissed.”

Even before they left the room, they were already discussing a new theoretical propulsion model based on Borg transwarp conduits—their captains already forgotten.

Well, perhaps not: Sera MacLeod paused in the doorway, and shot a meaningful glance back at them both.

Then she left, following her new-found friend into the hallways of their mutual imagination.

     

“Is that the same woman we were dealing with 56 hours ago?” Mantovanni inquired rhetorically.

Erika Donaldson seemed positively dumbfounded.

“Um... I’m not even sure I’ve ever met that person.”

The Sicilian smiled slightly at her surprise and candor.

"Well, I like her," he decided. "And since she's your chief engineer, I guess I'd better get used to having her around."

Erika looked startled.

"Are you sure?" she asked, hardly daring to hope.

He nodded. "I am. You and Bagheer are right: It wouldn't be taking her job away from her; it would be depriving her of her life. I can't do that… not when you all have faith she can win."

"Thank you, Captain, for understanding that. It's always comforting to know someone has faith in you.” For a moment, her expression was one of undiluted gratitude. Then it evolved into curiosity.

“Why didn’t you break the news to her?”

Again, that unreadable mask was back in place.

“Because you’re the one from whom she’d rather hear it, Captain.”

It was in that moment Erika Donaldson realized that Luciano Mantovanni, was, in his understated way, as pleased as she over the outcome of the crisis; he’d wanted to be persuaded that giving Taylor Maxwell another chance was the best decision, and had relied upon the officers under his command to do so.

Why, you sneaky...!

She suddenly became aware that the speculative regard he now wore was directed at her.

“You’re smiling, Captain Donaldson,” he noted drolly.

Immediately, her expression sobered.

Liberty’s commander arched a brow.

“If you’re uncomfortable using that particular facial cast in my presence, I could endeavor to be even more intolerable in the future, and spare you the need.”

With difficulty, she managed not to laugh.

“That won’t be necessary, sir.” It took a tremendous effort not to add, “You’re plenty intolerable as is,” but she didn’t want to risk the sudden cease-fire the two had just established.

Of course, he knew. Whether or not he was off put, or actually amused, she couldn’t determine.

And it was clear that Luciano Mantovanni wasn’t going to tell.

 

***

 

It was near the beginning of delta shift, but Adventurous' chief engineer had a feeling that, given the day’s events, the captain would still be awake.

Taylor knew she herself wouldn't be sleeping anytime soon.

Brennig, too, was at his station, which was a good sign she’d guessed right. The Vor’shan could almost always be found on the bridge if Erika was working late—if only to remind her of just how late it was every half hour or so, until she ordered him away, or gave up and went to bed.

They were running about 50/50.

“Is that more work for her?” he demanded, as Taylor headed for Donaldson’s ready room, report in hand.

“Of course it’s more work. Why the hell else would I be up here at three in the morning?”

Brennig gave a tolerant sigh.

Leaving the Vor’shan to his grousing, she strolled in unannounced…

…to find Erika reading a book.

     

“Hey, boss.” Taylor dropped into one of the chairs, sliding a PADD across Donaldson’s desk. “I thought you were supposed to be working.”

“Technically, I am.” The captain marked her place and closed the volume with a careful snap.

Taylor rolled her eyes.

"I bet 'technically' wouldn’t be enough for a certain someone…”

Erika laughed softly.

“Oh, I'm not so sure.”

It was Mantovanni, after all, who'd sent her the book—replicated, of course, she thought, but it's the intent that counts.

And his intent was… intriguing.

The volume was The Collected Works of E.M Forster, with an attached note:

 

"So you can put your intransigence in proper context."

 

What a smart ass.

She set her book down, and picked up the PADD. “Good news, I hope.”

“I think so. We’re officially up and running—well, the conventional drives, at least. The transwarp system needs a bit of tweaking still.” Taylor shrugged. “Sera and I are going to have to modify some spare parts from Liberty, and play around with the equations, but we should be back at full capacity in about three weeks.”

The petite brunette raised a brow in a manner not unlike her newfound friend. “That is, of course, if you don’t get us blown up before then.”

“I’ll do my best to avoid that,” Adventurous' commander avowed dryly. “I do hope, though, that you intend to inform Captain Mantovanni of the intended pilfering.”

Taylor snorted. “They’ve got enough spare junk on that boat to build another Adventurous.”

“God forbid the universe should be plagued with two,” Donaldson murmured.

Her CEO grinned devilishly. “More of us to love.”

“I’m sure that wouldn’t be the prevailing sentiment, Chief.” Signing off on the report, Donaldson uploaded it to the main computer. “Is that all?”

 Taylor retrieved the PADD as she stood. “That’s all. And now that I’ve done all your work for you, you can go to bed.”

“As soon as I finish this chapter.” Erika opened up her book.

“There's a very large, grumpy lizard out there who’d be very interested in just how much paperwork you’re doing…”

“Out!” The captain pointed to the exit, her brow furrowed into a mock scowl.

Laughing, Taylor Maxwell retreated.

At the door, though, she suddenly paused.

“Would you have said 'No'?”

Erika didn’t look up from her book. “About?”

“If Mantovanni had ordered you to remove me, or risk being removed yourself and tossed in the brig.” Taylor leaned against the wall by the door. “You really would have told him 'No,' wouldn’t you?”

A deep silence followed the question.

“Just where would you get the idea that could have happened?” Erika asked softly.

The engineer rolled her eyes. “I’m schizophrenic, not stupid. Besides, word gets around.”

You really need, Donaldson thought, to acquire some discretion, Douglas.

She turned a page. “It’s sort of a moot point now, Taylor.”

That was answer enough.

“And they say I’m crazy.”

“Well, I’ve always felt I was in good company.” Donaldson looked up then, eyeing Taylor with an affectionate grin.

“Welcome home.”

 

 

Epilogue

 

 

“The trail definitely leads here, Gul Macet.”

Despite his own eagerness, Trager’s commander carefully gave little reaction to the announcement from his tactical officer, Glinn Tellar.

He recalled a quote from the writings of Gul Vinak, one of his favorite military historians and chroniclers: A commander must, for the most part, seem above excitement: Even the destruction of a hated enemy should not be celebrated openly, but, rather, be accepted mildly, as if it were a foregone conclusion from the moment the conflict was realized.”

Despite the stricture, Macet allowed himself a smile—a small one.

The humans’ arrogance has brought them to this, he thought. Their presumption that the best cryptographers from both the Obsidian Order and Central Command would be unable to decipher their classified transmissions may well eventually be considered one of the costliest blunders in the history of warfare.

The information they’d gleaned from those various transmissions had led them to this very place: An obscure little system, so unimportant that Cardassian astronomers had yet to name it. The rather enfeebled little yellow sun cast its light on one planet, a rather extensive asteroid field...

...and at least seven Federation and Klingon starships that had gathered here in an attempt to avoid the very fate that was about to overtake them.

“Your sensor sweeps have shown...?” Macet inquired.

“They are maneuvering in the asteroid field, Gul Macet,” Tellar informed him; he wore the satisfied smile of someone whose skills had proven superior to his enemies. “Despite their best efforts, our sensors have detected warp signature vestiges and snippets of ID call markers.

“Best of all, though, was this.” He handed his commander a PADD.

The little device held recently gathered telemetry. The playback looked unremarkable for a few seconds... but then, Macet saw it. He tapped a few controls, rewinding and then refining the image he’d spotted, and ran it again.

There, slipping quickly—but not quite quickly enough—behind an interposing asteroid, was a Klingon K’vort-class bird-of-prey.

“The one the intercepted messages said had a malfunctioning cloak.” Macet was even more pleased now.

Klingons have grown sloppy as a race. Their maneuvers and evasions aren’t as crisp now that they’ve come to rely on the cloaking device.” Tellar’s contempt for such incompetence was barely disguised.

“Sir,” his communications officer interrupted, “the task force commanded by Gul Danar reports they will arrive on scene in precisely 52 minutes.”

Most of the eyes on the bridge, albeit surreptitiously, turned to their commander. There were a number of them in favor of launching the assault without waiting for support, the better to claim laurels for their own group.

Macet, though, prided himself on being no one’s fool.

“Since you’ve so skillfully narrowed the field of possibilities for us, Tellar, I’ll entertain your suggestion as to how we proceed.”

The young Glinn puffed up with pride; such was a rare accolade.

“I recommend we enter the system, and deploy so as to prevent any Federation or Klingon ships from breaking out and escaping, Gul Macet. Then, when Gul Danar’s force arrives to reinforce us, we can begin launching gravimetric charges into the asteroid field. Eventually, the hidden ships will be forced to engage us, or be shattered along with the rocks in which they’ve taken shelter.” He then smiled maliciously, and lowered his voice so that only his commander could hear.

“Alternately... we could order the Jem’Hadar to enter the asteroid field now and flush the Federation ships into the open, where our superior firepower would certainly win the day for us... well before Gul Danar arrives.”

Macet chuckled.

“Tempting, but...” He glanced at their resident Vorta, Magon—who was, even now, busying himself with annoying two of his glinns on a matter of no doubt middling importance.

Then he smiled more subtly... and addressed the Founder’s on-site lackey.

“Please order the Jem’Hadar to deploy, and encircle the indicated coordinates, Magon. Allow them to move into the outskirts of the asteroid field, but not to penetrate too deeply. No doubt our foes have prepared a few surprises.”

The little man nodded, in a manner he no doubt thought gracious, but that was, in reality, presumptuous magnanimosity.

“Move our fighters in as well, Tellar.” After all, we can’t have our allies thinking we’re hanging back—even when we are.

With their usual savage precision—Macet was forced to grant that they were efficient killers, if little else—the 24 Jem’Hadar attack ships moved into position, accompanied by eight of the new Hideki-class fighters recently added to the Cardassian lists. While in appearance only vaguely reminiscent of their Dominion counterparts, their technology owed much to the new alliance... as well as judicious acquisitions of technical schematics from Starfleet’s supposedly top secret Defiant-class project, as well.

Macet had found he admired and resented them at once. His own cruiser had itself been upgraded in recent months... but it was still, at its essential self, a Cardassian ship.

The Hidekis, while useful, were, in his mind, not.

Well, no matter. When the war is overand the Dominion has served its purposeI have no doubt Central Command will consign the Hideki-class to design oblivion and build a small ship along pure Cardassian lines and philosophies.

The heavier ships of the task force—Trager and her five Galor-class brethren—took up support and observation positions just outside the field itself, there to destroy any stragglers that braved the gauntlet.

For a moment, Macet allowed himself to savor his position.

It was precisely then that triumph turned to disaster.

Glinn Tellar, who was monitoring sensor data, looked up in alarm.

“Sensors detect a Klingon bird-of-prey decloaking near the star’s photosphere.” His eyes narrowed, as he examined the incoming information. “From these readings, it seems to be emitting some sort of high-energy particle beam.”

A hint of uncertainty touched at Macet’s mind. “What is its target?”

Tellar continued, “The star itself... the bird-of-prey has cloaked again. I have no readings. But... I am now detecting a stellar irruption at the targeted coordinates.

He gasped. “It is immense!”

The gul demanded, “How immense?”

His face suddenly a paler shade of gray, Tellar whispered, “It will engulf the section of the asteroid field containing the Federation ships, and our task force, i–...” he nearly choked on his last words, “...in 17 seconds.”

It was in that instant Gul Macet realized his own blunder.

There are no Federation vessels.

Realizing he had only instants, Macet activated his own communicator and roared, “To all ships: Veer off! Escape the asteroid field and go to warp immediately. Leave the system! Repeat! Leave the system!”

He watched in fascinated horror at what next occurred.

A few more of them—he later learned that the total number was five—managed, through a combination of immediate compliance and preternatural reflex, to carry out his instructions and flee the targeted area. His own Trager led the way, accompanied by two more of the Galor-class, and a pair of the Hidekis that had been on the very periphery of the field.        

Only one Jem’Hadar attack ship had escaped.

The totality of the catastrophe wasn't lost on the Vorta standing nearby.

“You imbecile!” screeched Magon, flailing his arms. “They’re all dead!”

Wordlessly, Gul Macet drew his sidearm, took casual aim, and disintegrated the Vorta.

“After all,” he mentioned, matter-of-factly, “we can’t have you reporting this little incident to the Founders, now can we?”

He glanced around his bridge. The rest of his officers looked appalled, but seemed to understand the necessity of his action.

Macet then calmly gave the order he'd known was inevitable from the moment they’d catalogued the survivors.

“Lock weapons onto the remaining Jem’Hadar ship...

“...and destroy it.”