It became clear in the Star Trek: The Adventures of Argus tale "Unacceptable Losses" that Captain Mantovanni has something of a history—and a problem—with Dax. Considering how utterly inoffensive Ezri herself is, no doubt the dispute goes back a long time. I dropped a few clues about the nature of this bad blood while editing "Unacceptable Losses" for Alex, but he left it for me to develop, as I requested. After giving some thought to just what went on between the two, I realized that Argus' Lex was intimately involved as well.

Of course, making peace with the good-natured Jonozia Lex and doing the same with the unrelenting Luciano Mantovanni are two entirely different things.

Good luck, Ezri.

 

***

 

Some of the occurrences in this story will be difficult to comprehend if you haven't previously read both "Hidden Agenda" and "Tin Soldier"… thus, I recommend trying them before you tackle this.

 

 

"Love/Hate Relationships"

 

By Joseph Manno

 

 

Edward Jellico announced, "I'm having Luciano Mantovanni arrested and court-martialed for insubordination."

Now that certainly qualified as a conversation stopper: Alexander Pierce exchanged a quick, significant glance with Marine Brigadier General Wellington Veers, who was sitting across from him. They'd been in the vice admiral's office at Starfleet Command in San Francisco, discussing the latest strategic assessment of current Federation troop placements along the Romulan Neutral Zone border, when their mutual friend had contacted Pierce—ostensibly to "keep in touch."

"This is a surprise. Where are you?" the half-Vulcan had asked, expecting to hear an interesting account of some recent pet project.

In a way, that's exactly what he'd gotten: Jellico's expression had soured immediately.

"Aboard the USS Athene, on my way to Deep Space Nine," he'd practically growled his response.

The first inkling of trouble had touched at the back of Pierce's mind just then, but he'd kept his expression even.

"Oh… you have business there?" he'd asked carefully.

It was then that his counterpart had made the not-so-surprising declaration.

Outside the viewer's pickup, Veers shook his head in amused disapproval, and made as if to rise, offering his superiors privacy: Jellico, after all, had no idea the general was sitting there.

After an infinitesimal moment of internal debate, Pierce flicked his fingers downward slightly, and the marine resumed his seat, with an expression that more than implied, "Good. I really wanted to hear this anyway."

"Well, I expected something more than a blank stare." Jellico's temper would have to improve slightly to qualify as "foul."

Pierce considered his friend's statement briefly. His first thought was, I'm surprised it took this long, to be frank.

What he said instead was, "Tell me what happened."

Jellico obviously wasn't in a mood to relay the whole account. "He called me a 'posturing, self-important jackass' is what happened. That's more than simple insubordination. That's a court martial offense!"

Pierce sighed imperceptibly.

I warned them at Starfleet Command that Mantovanni and Jellico were like fire and ice, and to make his reporting official someone else while I was gone.

"'Oh, it's a brief administrative measure, until you get back from leave, Admiral,'" the head of personnel had assured him. "'They probably won't talk to each other more than two or three times.'"

That had been, obviously, two or three times too often.

Pierce had hoped that the silence on the fear subject in the intervening months since his return had meant the two men had gotten along well.

Evidently not.

"I'm thinking about charges against his chief of operations, Benteen, too. That little…" with difficulty, he swallowed the next word, maintaining his military bearing even though there was only Pierce (and, unknown to him, Veers) to hear him lose it if he had, "…shouldn't even be in a Starfleet uniform after what she did, and she has the unmitigated gall to refuse one of my orders?"

When Edward Jellico was in "righteous indignation" mode, he was very difficult to sway.

Pierce inquired, "And just which order was that?"

Jellico looked at the view screen as if his friend's IQ had suddenly dropped.

"Why, the one to confine Mantovanni, of course."

Across the expansive desk, Veers rolled his eyes and shook his head in disbelief.

Pierce maintained his surface equanimity, even while thinking, Come on, Ed! Did you really think that she'd put the man who got her out of jail into one?

I need to shake him up a bit.

With a surprising formality, he asked, "Permission to speak freely, Admiral?"

That got Jellico's attention: After all, his friend outranked him, and certainly didn't need his leave to say whatever he wanted.

Still glowering, he answered, "Of course."

Pierce told him, as gently as he could, "I've got a little secret for you: You are a posturing, self-important jackass." The half-Vulcan left the statement hanging for a few seconds, but got no response other than a fairly sullen glare. He then continued, "Now, that doesn't make you any less one of the best officers with whom I've ever served. It also doesn't mean I like you any less. After all, so am I." He smiled; Veers was nodding his head in approval, agreement—or both.

For some reason, the admission seemed to punch through the other man's rigid irritation. Jellico grumbled something like, "Well, at least you admit it…"

"Besides, you'll never make the charges stick. He has too many high-ranking friends at Starfleet: Admirals T'Kara and Sih'tarr, to name two. Hell, Fleet Admiral Necheyev thinks he's charming—and an invaluable asset to the Federation."

Jellico snorted.

Pierce smiled, and Veers smothered an outright laugh.

"Now, admittedly, I don't care much about her first assessment, either, but number two is right on. You know it and I know it. You're just mad because he has the nerve to nail you. Let me ask you this: Did he say it privately or in public?"

"Alone in his ready room," Jellico conceded, still frowning.

"Well, there you go. We were alone when he called me 'an overbearing bully.'"

That, at last, seemed to make a greater impression. Jellico pondered Pierce's admission for a moment, then he finally grinned.

"I've got a little secret for you, Alex: You are an ove–…"

Pierce interrupted, mock severity laid over a broad smile. "Now who's being insubordinate? Let it go, do some work, and stop obsessing over a man who no doubt respects you."

"All right. I have some work I can get done from DS9, anyway," the other man admitted. "I can always call it an inspection tour, after all.

"I am going to talk with him, though."

Alexander Pierce knew two things immediately: One, Edward Jellico hunting down Luciano Mantovanni for a face-to-face conversation was almost certainly a disaster in the making; two, there was absolutely nothing he could do to stop it.

"All right, then. Take care, Ed." He cut the channel.

"Son of a bitch," he said to no one in particular; Veers, though, felt it necessary to respond.

"I've got five bars of gold-pressed latinum that says Mantovanni ends up court-martialed anyway."

Pierce stood, and shook his head like an animated character trying to shake off the effects of a punch.

Then, he looked down at Veers, and said, "No takers."

 

***

 

"Sign me up for another two years."

Luciano Mantovanni and Erika Benteen exchanged glances—his expressionless, hers surprised—and then returned their attention to the burly Tellarite, Mav.

"For months you've been talking about how 'short' you were, Master Chief," Benteen pointed out. "This is a rather sudden turnaround. May I inquire as to your reasons?"

"Hunh… you can inquire all you want; I don't plan on saying anything else. Just sign me up."

Rather than sullen, the tone of Mav's statement was matter-of-fact: He wanted another tour of duty, and had no intention of chatting about it.

"Have you discussed reenlistment with your supervisor?" Mantovanni's question seemed odd—or, at least, it did until the curt little NCO replied to it.

"Discuss it? With Flipper? No… I don't need to discuss it with him."

"Oh, so you two have an understanding?" the captain pressed.

Mav grunted an affirmative.

Something, just then, clicked for Benteen.

"Master Chief? Could it be that you're…" and she cleared her throat, "…actually fond of your supervisor? Come on…" she whispered conspiratorially, "…we won't tell anyone."

Despite the fact that they stood, on the average, about a head shorter than humans, a Tellarite's myopic glare could be quite intimidating—especially if you'd just baited one.

"Look, jail bird, I didn't come here to make nice with you, and since you don't have claws and fur, I don't have to talk to you, either—unless you're giving me an order. So sign me up, or cut me loose."

The captain raised a brow, but gave no other reaction.

Erika nodded, and made a note on her PADD.

"Consider yourself re-upped, unless you change your mind over the next 24 hours, Master Chief. Dismissed."

After Mav had departed, Mantovanni observed drolly, "I see you've managed to ingratiate yourself with the NCOs during your time aboard, Erika."

"Oh, very amusing," she replied with a smirk. "As a comedian, you make a great starship captain." Even as he smiled slightly at the riposte, her expression grew more thoughtful. "He's never spent more than one tour of duty on any ship but this one, you know. Half the time he requests a transfer, and the other half his supervisors do it for him."

"Well, Mav's got his gifts—over time, Sa'lanna, Bagheer, Irriantia, Sera and you have all told me his mechanical flair and diagnostic skills are nothing short of supernatural—but having him around can be something of a chore if you're thin-skinned."

"I have to say, I prefer him in small, infrequent doses myself," Benteen admitted. "But Irriantia? He hasn't a single disparaging word to say about Mav." She indicated the PADD in front of him. "Did you get a chance to listen to that evaluation?"

"I hit the highlights," Mantovanni answered. "I especially enjoyed, 'Master Chief Petty Officer Mav's gruffly affectionate familiarity with this officer has been most helpful in maintaining a strong working relationship with Liberty's enlisted engineering staff.'"

"Talk about a silk purse out of a sow's ear," she chuckled.

The captain nodded. "The best part about it, is, of course, that you're right: He really likes Irriantia a lot… I have to admit, though, it's one of the strangest mutual admiration societies I've yet to encounter."

"Don't fix if it ain't broken," Benteen advised.

The captain didn't immediately respond, other than to affix an endorsement to the chief engineer's performance report on Mav and hand it back to his acting X-O. When he did, it was with, "I'll remind you of that sentiment the next time he says something about Liberty having become a prison barge when he's irritated with you about something."

Erika snorted in amusement, and told him, "Look, I'd rather have someone call me a 'jail bird' than to actually be one."

She was reduced to helpless laughter as Mantovanni picked up the next PADD.

"In other words," he noted dryly, "you'd rather be an inmate at the asylum than the penitentiary."

"Bridge to Captain Mantovanni."

Still smiling slightly, he called, "Go ahead, Müeller."

"Sir, I've received a subspace message, text only, from Admiral Jellico. He'll be arriving at Deep Space Nine in 16 hours; you're to report to him aboard the USS Athene at that time."

"Acknowledged."

"Admiral Ross also signaled; the meeting you scheduled with him is set for 1700 hours tomorrow.

"In addition, Commander Hatshepsut has returned from leave; she requests your presence on Deep Space Nine, and says it's rather important—something involving the Chisaari women who've been aboard for the last few weeks."

"Thank you, Ensign. Send Admiral Ross my compliments. Tell the counselor I'm on my way, and will meet her at Quark's in ten minutes."

"Aye, sir."

Mantovanni rose and straightened his uniform; Benteen grinned teasingly at him.

"Quark's, eh? You don't strike me as the type for dabo."

She laughed again as he headed for the door, saying only, "I chose it for the ambience."

 

***

 

"…USS Falcon, you are cleared to land at runabout pad two. Welcome to DS9, Captain Lex."

"Thank you, Colonel Kira. Falcon out."

Well, that was rather curt, Kate Sheridan thought, as she watched her captain complete the landing cycle with none of the relish he usually had when performing any piloting maneuver: Lex loved to fly, and generally did so with a boyish grin on his face that left him looking like he was in his early thirties—going on eight.

Whatever brought him with me, it's obviously got him worried—or at least distracted.

On such trips, the Trill was usually rather gregarious; this time, though, he'd kept mostly to himself. Argus' brief stop to conduct what Lieutenant Commander Simok insisted was necessary maintenance on the warp engines had given them this window of opportunity: Rather than forcing the great starship to limp rather unceremoniously to Deep Space Nine at low warp, Lex had called for station keeping while their chief engineer satisfied his meticulous nature. Then, after receiving a personal subspace message, the captain had abruptly announced his intention to spend a few days at the nearby Bajoran station… and had most specifically not asked anyone—not even his X-O—if they'd like to come along.

Kate Sheridan wasn't so easily dissuaded, though. She'd first requested, then prodded—and finally, she admitted, almost badgered—to let her accompany him, since she had personal affairs of her own to attend.

Finally, looking none too pleased, but having no significant reason to refuse, he'd agreed.

It pays to know your captain. A "No" from Jonozia doesn't have nearly the finality it does with my mother… or Cicero.

Once or twice she'd tried to jolly Lex into a conversation, but he'd said almost nothing of substance in the 28 hours since they'd left Argus.

"Sir? You seem pretty troubled. Is there anything I can do to help?"

There was a gentle bump as Lex brought the runabout to a rest, and quickly completed the post-flight check.

"No, Katherine… it's personal business."

Wrapping a veneer of concern around her curiosity, she essayed, "Considering your tone, it sounds like some pretty heavy 'personal business.'"

It was in that moment she remembered why it was a bad idea to take Lex too lightly, despite his good nature.

The door to the runabout opened, and he stepped towards it. He stopped in its threshold, though, turned, and told her pointedly, "Actually, Commander, it's personal business that's none of your business.

"I'll see you in 72 hours."

 

***

 

"Captain Mantovanni?"

The Sicilian glanced up at the pretty young officer who'd addressed him, and nodded. "What can I do for you, Lieutenant…?"

"My name is Ezri, sir…" she said, somewhat hesitantly. "I'm the station counselor here."

Liberty's captain frowned. The girl seemed more than merely pensive. If he didn't know better—and, to be honest, he didn't—he would have labeled her body language as fearful. When an ecstatic patron, laden with latinum, brushed her on his way from the dabo table, she nearly jumped out of her spots.

"Lieutenant, perhaps you should sit before you're run down by local traffic."

Her eyes widened, as if she were astonished that he would an offer her a seat; nonetheless, she took it.

"I realize you don't know me, sir… but I was hoping you could give me some advice."

He arched a brow. "I'll do my best."

She took a deep breath, exhaled it slowly, and then began.

"Well, it's like this… a long time ago, I did a pretty terrible thing to someone, and I'd like to make amends."

The captain nodded.

"Well, an attempt to atone is always laudable, Lieutenant. Did you break this person's heart?"

It was a subtle compliment; the girl blushed rather delightfully, and, after a moment, admitted, "In a way, I did. It was something of a triangle."

"And I take it this man or woman wants nothing to do with you now?" With his peripheral vision, Mantovanni spotted Hatshepsut; with her was the Chisaari woman, Rhian. They'd definitely seen him—but, oddly enough, had made no attempt to approach.

The Ferengi bartender, however, had no such hesitancy.

"Captain Mantovanni! Welcome to Quark's! Let me see if I remember what you had the last time you came in here…"

Liberty's captain was amused.

"Other than the one I have in my hand, I've never had a drink in here… so I daresay you're out of luck."

"Then let me surprise you… I have a few Earth vintages a good Italian like you sh–…"

"He's not Italian, Quark," interjected the young lieutenant; she'd been acting very oddly throughout the conversation, but even more so since the Ferengi had approached. She'd been not-so-subtly motioning for him to leave; and he'd been just as not-so-subtly ignoring her.

"He's Sicilian," she clarified.

"I'm sorry; there's a difference?" Quark shrugged; he then glanced conspiratorially at Mantovanni and loudly whispered, "Jadzia was the same way… I'm just a bartender… these distinctions in Terran nationality are really meaningless… to… m–…" Quark's voice trailed off as he watched his customer's expression change in the span of a few seconds from mildly irritated, to startled… to coldly angry.

Liberty's captain enunciated his next statement very clearly.

"You're Ezri… Dax?"

She spared the Ferengi a venomous glare. "Thank you, Quark."

The sound of breaking crystal startled all three of them; Mantovanni, without realizing it, had clenched down hard enough to shatter the wineglass he held. Ezri gasped, and grimaced; his grip was unrelenting, though, and droplets of blood began to join the wine on the table.

With a detachment in his tone that belied his most recent action, Mantovanni told her, quietly, "Get up and walk away… now."

Quark had looked from one to the other and back again in astonishment at the turn the encounter had taken. He was relieved when a Felisian female and some other woman he didn't recognize—though the horns were rather sexy—pushed past, placing themselves between him and a man whose expression suddenly seemed almost murderous.

"Come, child." Firmly, the newcomer took hold of Ezri's arm, and led her away, saying, "Rein in your temper, Captain," as she went. Her other arm snaked out, and she yanked the hapless Ferengi along.

Clinically, Hatshepsut examined his hand even as she sat.

"Thanks," she purred, "but I'm not thirsty."

Mantovanni opened his hand suddenly and with a harsh shake, left much of the glass on the table between them.

"I'll have it looked at," he acknowledged—then noted, voice rife with irony, "I'd never thought to receive lessons in civility from a Chisaari."

"'Oh, how the mighty have fallen,'" the Felisian pertly observed.

Upon later reflection, she realized it probably hadn't been the most intelligent of conversational gambits.

The captain's reaction remained uncharacteristic—and not a little frightening.

He snapped, "Are you trolling for an insubordination charge, too?"

Taken completely aback, the Felisian's hair stood on end, and she swallowed a surprised and wounded yowl.

"No, sir…! I–I'm sorry."

As quickly as the second flare of anger had occurred, it was suppressed with that Vulcan-learned control; and, finally, something approximating Mantovanni's usual expression and demeanor reasserted itself. When he addressed her again, though, his words were even more surprising for their conciliatory tone.

"I’m sorry, M'Raav. You know you have free rein to speak your mind with me—always."

The Felisian wasn't only a counselor; she was—of course—a predator, and both sets of instincts had been alerted to the fact that all was most emphatically not well with her captain and friend. The prudent action would have been withdrawal, analysis and initiation of a more probing conversation at a later time.

Prudence and wisdom aren't precisely the same thing, though, she thought—and then presumed on their friendship even more.

"Then I shall speak my mind, here and now," she purred. "You're more distraught, and, to be frank, emotionally unbalanced than ever I've seen you; and I think, after being unjustifiably chastised like that, I'm entitled to an explanation why."

She sensed a near breakthrough. He almost decided to confide in her… then that adamantine shield reappeared. This time, his anger was tightly controlled… but she could feel it radiating in shimmering waves through his icy façade.

"And I'll be equally blunt," he replied. "As a famous man once said, 'I don't give a damn what you think you are entitled to.' Attend to your business, Counselor, and permit me the same latitude, if you would." With that, he stood and left the bar.

No one got in his way… though he did take the towel Quark offered him as he passed, and absently wrapped it around his hand.

Hatshepsut, at first, followed, and would have pressed the issue, but for one thing: He'd chosen the same direction Ezri Dax had moments before when she'd left… a path the counselor sensed he'd selected as a result of the righteous indignation she'd stirred up with her admittedly inappropriate commentary.

You're definitely off your game, Cicero… I've never been able to manipulate you so. At least you're going the right way.

Unfortunately, the Felisian had no idea whether he was headed for a resolution—or simply a collision.

 

***

 

“Computer, hail the USS Masada.”

Erika Benteen waited; despite the fact that she was alone in the ready room, she found herself feigning a casualness she didn’t feel.

It had been a long time since they’d spoken.

“This is Ensign Larson aboard the Masada." Benteen smiled; Larson looked very young.

“I’d like to speak with Captain Cortes. Please patch me through.”

A long moment passed.

“Ensign?” she repeated.

“Ye–Yes, Commander,” came the hesitant reply. Nervously, the girl brushed back a recalcitrant strand of blond hair. “Is… this pertaining to something official, ma’am?”

Benteen, nonplused, said, “Come again?”

“I… need to know the reason for this communiqué, ma’am.” Larson sounded almost apologetic.

Now Erika started to get angry.

“Ensign, the ‘reason for this communiqué’ is none of your damned business. Now put me through to Captain Cortes.

Larson's expression was pained, but her tone was firm. “I’m sorry, ma’am, I can’t do that. The captain’s left explicit instructions stating that she’s not accepting personal messages… um…” the young woman’s voice trailed off.

“…from me?” Benteen finished.

Now the girl’s voice was barely above a whisper. “Yes, ma’am.”

For a few seconds, Erika stewed.

Then she mentioned, almost casually, “Then it’s a good thing this is official ship’s business, Ensign. Put me through… and don’t ask any more questions.”

There was a heavy sigh through the intercom.

“Yes, Commander. Stand by for Captain Cortes.”

It took the better part of 30 seconds; Benteen hoped Larson wasn’t paying too high a price for her cleverness.

“This is Captain Cortes. Go ahead, Liberty.”

Interesting… no visual link. Instead of Masada's commander, she was looking at the UFP logo on the view screen.

The voice sounded remarkably composed, but Erika wasn’t fooled; she could hear the undercurrent of anger beneath that façade of calm.

“It wasn’t fair of you to put a nice young girl like that between two such unreasonable bitches, Gari.”

When Berengaria Cortes—“Gari,” to her friends—spoke again, it was with a Castilian simmer that Erika recognized all too well.

“I don’t recall giving you permission to speak freely, Lieutenant Commander. Now unless you plan on discussing something of importance to my ship or yours, I have a desk full of work…”

In for a penny, in for a pound, Erika thought; then she interrupted with, “Come off it, Gari. You called me a bitch throughout our time together at the Academy, even though you were two years behind me. As I recall, you labeled me ‘the luckiest bitch I know’ when I put on commander the day before you got lieutenant commander. You wanted to rank with me so badly.” Despite the way things stood between them, the memory still brought a smile to Erika’s face.

Not so, evidently, for the woman who was once her friend.

All of that is in the past. Now, Lieutenant Commander Benteen, I outrank you… and I’ll be happy to press charges if you ever speak to me in that fashion again. I made it clear at Admiral Leyton’s trial what I thought of you both. That hasn't, and won't, change."

“Now leave me alone.” She cut the channel.

Erika Benteen put her head in her hands and massaged her temples.

Well, she thought, that went better than I thought it would.

 

***

 

He used his good hand to sound the chime.

"Come in."

The quarters were attractive, with more than a few girlish touches, but Luciano Mantovanni wasn't put at ease.

Camouflage, he thought. She only looks like a cute young lady. Remember that.

He heard what he now knew to be the voice of Dax from the next room. She was, from the accompanying sounds, bustling about, perhaps primping for an assignation.

"I'll be out in a minute, Julian.

"You were right… confronting Captain Mantovanni wasn't one of my brighter ideas. Quark came along at just the wrong time and ruined everything.

"I just want to talk, but the man is so obdurate, so unyielding, so…"

"…justified," Mantovanni offered grimly.

Needless to say, the bustling stopped.

Meekly, Ezri poked her head out into the main room.

"I'm sorry, sir… I didn't know it was you."

He ignored the apology.

"I assumed you had a point back there at Quark's," he grated. "I came here to forestall any further attempts at rapprochement, however well-intentioned your current shell believes them to be, Dax. I made it clear—first to Curzon, and then to Jadzia—that I have no interest in your apologies, your justifications, or your protestations of relative innocence. Time does not heal all wounds. As a matter of fact, while you've had a century to forget, I had a decade to savor mine."

The former Ezri Tigan had paled even more as she listened to his angry diatribe. She looked at a loss, desperate to compose an answer that might somehow allow her the smallest of opportunities.

There didn't seem to be one.

The door chimed.

"Enter," she squeaked.

The door slid open; Mantovanni didn't even glance back.

"You have company; I'll get out of your way… you just stay out of mine."

A hauntingly familiar voice behind him remonstrated, "We'd both prefer if you'd remain."

Almost against his will, Luciano Mantovanni turned…

…and gazed upon the kindly face of his friend—and former love—Jonozia Lex.

 

***

 

Patrick Aiello was enjoying his first look at the famous Promenade.

The statements he'd heard comparing Deep Space Nine's merchantile center to a Old West "boom" town were apt: There was a lot of bustling; a lot of negotiation… and a lot of noise.

It was great.

Intending to avail himself of the moment, and experience the feeling of cultural immersion that was a primary reward of a Starfleet career, he stepped forward…

…and found his path obstructed by a smiling, orange-robed Bajoran, who nodded—and reached for his head.

Aiello, reacting instinctively, blocked the man's arm with a swipe of his own, and took a step back. They stood there for a few seconds, both men looking perplexed and a bit indignant.

"The Prophets smile upon you," his would-be assailant said, with a self-assurance that was probably a bit less secure than it would have been ten seconds before.

"Uhhhh, yeah, and on you, too," the doctor replied. He didn't know much about Bajoran religion, but it was obvious that this fellow was one of their holy men.

A… vedic, I think.

The man at whose vocation he'd just guessed nodded benignly at his blessing—and reached for him again.

Again, Aiello interposed his arm. "Cut that out."

"There is no need for alarm, but I wish to touch…" his voice trailed off, and he made a third attempt to complete whatever task he had in mind.

For a third time, the doctor, who'd finally realized the man's intended target, stopped him.

"Hey, I'm not six, and you're not my mother," Aiello declared, "so don't go grabbing for my ear."

The vedic answered, in a tone he obviously thought was calming, "I wish merely to examine your pagh."

By this point, a crowd was gathering: A mixture of Bajoran and Starfleet personnel, along with an eclectic collection of observers, was beginning to point and comment concerning the sudden stalemate.

Great… I believe I've just started an "incident," the doctor thought.

"I'll have to politely decline," he tried.

His counterpart was undeterred.

"It is harmless, I assure you. It is a spiritual evaluation… nothing more. Please allow me to…"

With difficulty, Aiello retained control of his temper, but firmly interrupted, "Look, Vedic, with all due respect, you don't look like a Catholic priest, so your evaluation of my spiritual state means nothing to me. Thanks… but no thanks."

There was a gasp of self-righteous affront from the crowd, and the vedic's expression turned startlingly hostile for a man who just seconds ago had meant "no harm."

"You offend the Prophets with your insolence," he snarled.

Aiello had just about reached his point of no return.

"You leap in front of me, reach for my head without explaining yourself, spout some meaningless Bajoran metaphysical babble, then attempt to assault me two more times, and I'm insolent? Get out of my way."

For a moment, the doctor could see the vedic thinking about yet another try: The crowd was mostly supportive of the holy man—not surprising, considering they were standing on the Promenade of the most famous piece of Bajoran real estate in the Alpha Quadrant—and, bolstered by their communal attitude, he seemed prepared to continue the argument well past the point of ugliness it had already achieved.

"Did you see that?" one of the onlookers whispered. "He struck the vedic."

Added another, "Infidel!"

"Blasphemer!"

Geez, it was bad enough when Father Carmine called me a blasphemer, Aiello thought. At least I knew he'd forgive me.

He wasn't certain what to do, and had a feeling things were going to get a lot worse before they got better.

Thus, when the Klingon and Romulan—hands around each other's throats, of course—burst through the window of the shop behind him, spraying broken glass everywhere and propelling themselves into the midst of the assembled onlookers, he decided it was a good time to simply walk away.

Unfortunately, his strategy neglected to take into account the dozen or so Klingons and Romulans that poured out behind the first two—and proceeded to enthusiastically beat the hell out of each other and anyone else within arms' reach.

Then, again, Aiello thought, as he attempted to avoid engaging anyone—Klingon, Romulan, Bajoran or a combination thereof—"free for all" is marginally better for me than "lynch mob."

 

***

 

Briefly, Kate Sheridan debated the wisdom of what she was going to do. It was a little presumptuous, to be sure. Almost, almost she turned away.

Then she imagined the look on Mantovanni's face when he saw her, and decided to go forward—both literally and figuratively.

"Computer, override the lock on the captain's quarters, authorization Sheridan alpha epsilon seven two."

A second later, the door obligingly slid open.

After another glance about to make certain she hadn't been spotted, Kate slipped into his quarters… and slipped out of her uniform.

Let's see, Sheridan thought to herself as she undressed, glancing at the table chronometer. He's off duty at 2200 hours; he rarely eats anywhere but his quarters…

Her lips curved upward into a smile that was both anticipatory and naughty. I think Luciano Mantovanni's going to get the surprise of his life in about five minutes. She caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror, and added, I don't think he'll mind one bit.

Kate heard a noise from the bedroom, and momentarily froze.

A second later, she relaxed, thinking, Of course! It's his sehlat.

Well, little guy, I hope you don't mind company on the bed. Feeling sexier and more delightfully wicked than she ever had in her life, Sheridan strolled into the bedroom.

Her first thought was, I guess it doesn't mind company on the bed.

There, indeed, was Brian Bearu, the captain's sehlat cub.

There, also, was Vaerth Parihn—who glanced up from her book. Whatever she'd been about to say, presumably to Mantovanni, died aborning as she gazed upon Sheridan in all her… abundance.

A noise came from Kate's mouth—not quite a whimper, but nothing resembling a word, either.

Parihn, in a gesture intentionally evocative of the captain, arched a brow.

"I take you're extremely grateful for that promotion to commander," the Orion observed pointedly.

Just then, the door to the captain's quarters again slid open.

Leaping into the bedroom, Sheridan scrambled for something, anything, to cover herself, as she heard the captain call softly, "Parihn, are you here?"

As graceful and sexy as she'd felt only a moment before, now Kate had plummeted—in her own mind, at least—to idiotic and gawky, as she struggled by sheer force of will to make a hand towel cover attributes that were entirely too bountiful for such scanty protection. Her expression wavered between furious and humiliated.

In the brief moment she had to consider her alternatives, Parihn decided to act.

She answered, "I'll be out in a minute," then tapped her comm badge.

"Computer, activate transporter two," the young Orion whispered. "Lock onto the human female in the captain's quarters and beam her directly to Commander Sheridan's stateroom, authorization Parihn gamma omega two-fiver."

As she disappeared in a shower of sparkles, Katherine Sheridan prayed that there'd be a phaser in her quarters.

It would be the quickest way, after all.

 

Seconds after she'd gone, Luciano Mantovanni walked into the bedroom—carrying the uniform that, until two minutes ago, Kate Sheridan had been wearing.

Oops, the Orion thought.

Drolly, he declared, gesturing with the clothes, "Well, Parihn, I do believe you're putting on weight."

 

***

 

Erika Benteen arrived outside holodeck one on the USS Masada, and debated over whether she should take the final step and enter.

Wonder what she's doing… as if I really have to guess.

"Computer, name of program in use."

"Jai Alai Alpha; Level: Advanced."

Erika shook her head in amused disapproval: She could remember watching her friend become ever more enthused by the sport after attending her first match when she was only nine years old. For months, jai alai had been all she could talk about: Gari had begged her father every chance she had to let her attend the matches, and it took almost two years before the determined young woman could convince her parents to allow her a chance at actually playing.

In some ways, jai alai was an expression of Latin machismoor, in her case, machisma, Benteen thought—an outgrowth of a culture that even today condoned both fighting, and running, with bulls, and soccer matches that descended into mass brawls and riots.

"Still obsessed with that insane game, eh, Gari?" she muttered.

"Please rephrase the question," the computer asked politely.

"Disregard," Erika said. "Is there a holographic audience in place?"

"Affirmative; the match is being played at a simulation of the Fronton Spectacal in Barcelona, Spain."

"Computer, I'd like to enter. Make certain my ingress is not apparent to the participants; I don't want to distract anyone."

"Warning: Holodeck safeties are currently disengaged."

Gee, what a surprise. "Are the participants wearing helmets?"

"Negative. The match is being played utilizing traditional accoutrements and rules."

Great; jai alai makes parrisis squares look like hopscotch, and she's in there, sans helmet, with the safeties off. I thought captains were supposed to have more sense than that.

"Program alterations complete; enter when ready."

She was immediately assailed by the roar of the crowd. Erika's heart quickened, and she practically ran for her seat: The computer had, of course, provided one with an excellent view of the action.

Erika shivered as she settled into the chair. She couldn't deny that jai alai was incredibly thrilling to watch, and even more so to play; but the idea of doing it bare-headed with the holodeck safeties deactivated was a foolhardy one at best—and indicative of a real death wish at worst. Jal alai balls, or pelotas, as they were properly called, could reach speeds of 240+ kilometers per hour. Being struck by one could easily shatter a person's skull.

Typical Castilian arrogance; as if they can do this better than we Basques, who invented the game.

Gari Cortes had been playing for almost three decades, and usually, it showed: Against holographic representations of some of history's greatest players—including the near invincible Chiquito de Eibar and the one-handed legend Marco de Villabona—she'd managed to hold her own, and even win her share of points, on many occasions Benteen had witnessed.

Today, something was wrong.

On the jai alai cancha, Gari Cortes was customarily agile and swift, with a subtle power at need. Now, though, she looked amateurish, stumbling and falling more than once. Twice, as Erika watched in growing unease, she was nearly struck by a rocketing pelota.

Benteen inquired nervously, "Computer, how long has Captain Cortes been in holodeck two?"

Promptly, it responded with, "Seven hours, eight minutes."

My God; she's so angry with me she's been here since ten minutes after we talked.

Erika knew the consequences of her next statement could be unfortunate, but didn't hesitate. "Computer, end program!"

Around them, in swift succession, the pelota, the other players, the fans, and finally the cancha and fronton themselves disappeared. This left a gasping Cortes, and Benteen—through the selective vagaries of the holodeck's perceptual subroutines—standing directly behind her on the grid, only ten feet away.

After a few seconds to recover her breath, Masada's captain straightened and turned.

She didn't look particularly surprised.

"What are you doing here?" she asked coldly.

"Watching you play. I used to do that a lot," Erika replied, smiling slightly. "I think you need a break."

Masada's captain impatiently brushed her hair back, and started for the holodeck door.

Her old companion blocked the way.

"Por favor, hermana..."

Cortes was not so easily swayed.

"I am not your sister. Sisters," she asserted stiffly, "do not stand aside when you are deprived of your freedom and locked away at the whim of some megalomaniacal officer who's decided he knows better than the Federation Council and President what's best for its citizens."

So that was still at the heart of it all.

Five years ago, Erika had heeded the words of Admiral Thomas Leyton, who'd believed the Changeling threat to be so strait that he organized a coup against then-President Jaresh-Inyo. His goal, supposedly, was to set certain safeguards in place and then return control to the proper civilian authorities. Erika had trusted, even loved, the man; he'd been like a father to her. When he'd insisted this was the only way, she'd put aside her uncertainties and followed him, out of a sense of personal loyalty.

In turn, she'd gone to her friend, Lieutenant Commander Cortes, and attempted to recruit her as well.

Gari, however, had flatly refused, going so far as to try and sway Benteen away from Leyton and warning that it was her duty as a Starfleet officer to expose them. Erika had begged her not to do that; and, for the sake of their friendship, Cortes had agreed to sleep on it.

When Benteen had gone to see her the next day, she was gone. Erika had assumed she'd fled to try and organize some kind of resistance to Leyton's coup, and warned the admiral about her. He had assured her steps had already been taken, and that Cortes was both unharmed and no longer a threat.

"She's fine," he'd waved a dismissal. "She hasn't been imprisoned, I promise."

"But…" Benteen had protested.

Leyton had ended the conversation with, "You have duties, Captain. Lakota is waiting. Dismissed."

To her eternal shame, she'd chosen to believe him, and gone off to do battle with Defiant.

Erika hadn't seen Berengaria Cortes again until the trial… where she'd testified against both Leyton and Benteen, displaying a simmering outrage that had no doubt made the tribunal even less inclined to clemency.

Who can blame her? Erika thought.

"He told me you were fine," she tried. "I didn't know what he'd done. If I had…"

She hesitated.

", Erika," Cortes observed cuttingly. "If you had, would you have challenged Leyton, for my sake? Or would you have silently watched as they… as they sealed me in a stasis tube along with some of the other officers who'd defied him? You can't imagine how it feels to be locked away like that…!"

"Lo siento, mia amiga Beregaria, pero…" Realizing that the use of Spanish was only agitating her friend more, she again switched back to Federation Standard. "…but I do know what it's like to be locked away. I spent the better part of three years in a cell, remember? The last few months, I was beaten on a daily basis by a vengeful Andorian whose kinswoman had been killed aboard Defiant during its fight with Lakota."

Cortes looked momentarily shocked. "I didn't know that." Then, she steeled herself again. "But you can't expect prison to be pleasant. Now get off my ship before I call security and have you removed."

Erika knew they were on the cusp of peril: Either she would somehow get through to Cortes now, or they'd never be friends again.

Well, time to do things the Latin way.

She smiled insolently, and precisely calculated her next statement.

"How typically elitist, you aristocratic snot. Aren't you strong enough to remove me on your own?" Then, Benteen deliberately turned her back.

"As I recall, this is how most of our fights started when we were children—with you jumping me from behind… I just thought I'd make you comfortable.

"Now at least you have a chance."

Erika wasn't stupid enough to remain immobile when she heard Cortes coming for her, but was only halfway around when Masada's captain slammed into her with all the force that four years of fury and resentment could provide.

“You… you…Basque…!" On the lips of an angry hidalga, such was definitely an insult—synonymous with "traitor."

 

She rained blows on Erika's arms, occasionally slipping one past her guard. She was fighting not in the manner of a martial artist, though, but like one young girl angry with another—so agonized, she couldn't even form fists to strike. She simply slapped and pummeled Benteen without purpose or goal, except to make her hurt, too… to make her feel the shame Cortes had felt when she'd been strong-armed into the chamber, when they'd closed it on her… fighting as hard as she could… one even smiling as if her effort was pathetic…

 

And the pain in Cortes' face was almost too much to bear.

Her attacks grew weaker, though, as her anguish overwhelmed her and she began to cry.

"You left me in that stasis chamber…! You said you were my sister! You were supposed to watch out for me! Where were you?"

Finally Cortes stopped, took in a hiccoughing breath, and hung her head. Sobs racked her body.

God forgive me, Benteen thought.

"I didn't know… Gari, I'd die for you. Please, believe me."

"You weren't there," Cortes wept.

"I'm here now, hermanita," she whispered, even as she drew her friend into the circle of her arms. "I'm here now."

 

***

 

Patrick Aiello had managed to avoid not only one fight, but many, and found himself first trailing, then assisting, the medical teams that followed on the heels of station security as they transported patients back to the infirmary.

Despite the influx, its staff handled the workload with efficiency; the young doctor at the center of the chaos brought order to it with a speed that rivaled even Liberty's CMO—new or old.

"There doesn't seem to be anything life-threatening, here," he was saying, as Aiello entered earshot. "Segregate our guests into Klingon, Romulan and other, please, Jadon, lest we have a encore performance. May I help you, Lieutenant?"

The Italian grinned; DS9's chief medical officer hadn't even seemed to glance up, yet was aware of not only Aiello's presence, but his rank as well. "I was just about to say the same thing, actually, Doctor Bashir. I'm Patrick Aiello, holistic medicine and general practice, off the USS Liberty."

Bashir smiled, and nodded, gesturing to the overflow of patients even as he completed his work with the protoplaser he now deactivated.

"Wherever you think you're needed, Doctor Aiello; anyone who's served under Shiro Matsuoka must know his job… thanks for stopping by."

It was a brief bit of work. Aiello offered one or two opinions, but did little in the way of actual treatment; DS9's people had the situation well in hand…

…that is, until a certain patient unexpectedly awoke.

Bashir had just decided on a treatment for the unconscious warrior, and was reaching for a hypospray when the Klingon's eyes opened. Confusion gave way in seconds to anger—no doubt the realization that a Romulan had rendered him unconscious in battle didn't help his mood—and he roared his fury.

Rolling to his feet, he brushed aside the nurse who determinedly attempted to restrain him—stupid though the gesture probably seemed when she later had time to think about just what it was she'd tried—sending her careening into a shelf full of instruments, and thence to the floor, where she lay unmoving.

"Take it easy," Bashir tried a conciliatory tone. "You're in the Deep Space Nine infirmary... we're treating your injuries."

"You will not touch me again, human! A warrior bears even great pain with honor, not with the aid of... medicines." He then spat on the floor, leaving no doubt of his opinion concerning Bashir's techniques.

Just then, he grimaced; his face twitched in spasm. He was holding himself at an odd angle in an attempt to compensate for what must have been a horrid misalignment of his spine.

Having a Romulan body slam you will do that, Aiello thought.

Wordlessly, he slipped behind the Klingon. He knew that under normal circumstances, he could never catch the warrior unawares; the obvious pain, though, had dulled his senses, and gave Liberty's doctor the opportunity he needed.

He leaped forward, and grabbed him just… so, immobilizing him with a nerve pinch.

"Arrrgggh!" Before the stricken Klingon could recover he slipped his hands into the appropriate position, waited, probed… and then yanked on his victim's neck—hard.

The snap was audible.

For a moment, the Klingon's eyes rolled up into his head. Even as Aiello backed away, he slumped towards the ground… just before he went to his knees, though, he recovered and turned towards his assailant.

He growled, "You will die for your cowardly assault, human," and moved towards the doctor with obvious intent.

Before the scene could turn tragic, though, the Klingon who'd just entered the infirmary jumped between the two, and barked a single phrase to the furious warrior.

"Dub'choh!"

Even Patrick Aiello recognized the newcomer: Worf, former Starfleet officer, and now Federation Ambassador to the Klingon Empire.

This word, whatever it meant, gave the warrior—and his fellows—pause.

Gingerly, the one Aiello had grabbed carefully straightened his posture, gritting his teeth against the pain he'd expected to encounter. When there was none, he sighed in relief and whisperingly echoed, "Dub'choh," at first only to himself. After a few seconds, though, he turned to his fellows and repeated, with the kind of exultation only a Klingon can muster, "Dub'choh!"

There was a brief silence… and then, as one, the gathered Klingons "ahhhed" in what soon became apparent was wonder and respect.

"You grace us with your power of hand, mighty one," declared the oldest—a grizzled veteran who'd obviously taken a long time to reach lieutenant, and would die one quite happily.

"We had no idea humans practiced such subtle and sacred arts," added another.

The first stepped past Worf, and enthusiastically asked, "Will you honor us by taking a meal with our humble platoon, Dub'choh master?"

Liberty's doctor was nonplused at his sudden change of fortune—from intended victim to revered elder in the span of seconds was a difficult transition—but he managed, almost, to take it in stride.

"Uh… sure," he answered, grinning uncertainly.

The Klingons burst into a joyful, uproarious cheer, surrounded Aiello hoisted him on their shoulders and carried him from the room.

 

After they'd gone, Kira, turning to Worf, asked pointedly, "Dub'choh?"

Worf folded his arms.

"Literally, 'To alter the back.' It is a highly respected profession on Qo'nos. Such men and women are considered powerful sorcerers and healers; they are held in the highest regard, and done great honor when the opportunity arises."

Kira shook her head in bemusement. "I guess so."

"The doctor will be feasted with haunch of targ and bloodwine," Worf continued, "until such time as he is sufficiently appeased for their lack of faith in his powers."

The Klingon nodded to them both, acknowledging, "Colonel… Doctor," in turn, and also left the infirmary—albeit with slightly less enthusiasm.

For a moment, Kira, Bashir and the medical staff stared after him in silence; then they, too, burst into delighted laughter.

Julian shook his head, still smiling. "What do you know?

"Klingons like chiropractors."

 

***

 

"You won't sway me with sheer weight of numbers."

The five figures who'd gathered in Luciano Mantovanni's absence gave varied reactions to this emphatic declaration:

Ezri Dax averted her gaze.

His friend, Jonozia Lex, smiled, and replied, "As if I'm fool enough to attempt any kind of force—even that of a simple majority—against you, Cicero."

Two of the remaining three reacted not at all. They were humanoid, but… their expressions were bland, their small eyes almost vacant, and their features even less evocative: Gray, smooth skin; noses and ears that looked almost like some god's half-hearted afterthought for all their substance; mouths the evidence for which nearly disappeared when they closed them.

The last of their little band was a third Trill; he sat serenely, and regarded the new arrival with an admixture of compassion and understanding that the Sicilian, nevertheless, found irritating.

"I came back solely because you imposed on our friendship, Lex. You have," he stated with quiet emphasis, "one minute to explain what you want from me."

Ezri Dax remained prudently silent; Lex, however, took up the challenge.

This is Tilik Kev, Cicero, from the Trill Symbiont Commission."

Kev stood, offered his hand and said, "An honor to meet you, Captain."

Mantovanni ignored the gesture.

"You're about a century too late," he informed the other man rather bitterly. "There's never a cop around when you need one."

Kev sighed—it seemed to the others kindly tolerant, and to Mantovanni put upon and patronizing—withdrew the proffered limb, and reclaimed his seat.

Lex continued.

"I know you well enough to see how you look at me when we're together, Cicero; that unique alloy of genuine affection and anguished resentment you keep carefully walled away is not so easily hidden from the people who care about you—despite your decade-long attempt to avoid, or suppress, the issue."

Liberty's captain gave no reply; his face was cast in stone.

"While Curzon Dax might have counted himself lucky to simply put this whole sordid occurrence behind him, Jadzia Dax didn't… and Ezri Dax most certainly doesn't. They know… know… they wronged us… wronged you… and they want to take a step towards allowing you to move past it."

Mantovanni was unmoved.

"I have no time, and less inclination, to listen to this sentimental tripe. If you want forgiveness, Dax, go ask God for it. You're not getting it from me."

He turned for the door, and Lex adroitly interposed himself.

"Please, Cicero."

"Get out of my way… or I'm going to hurt you." The Sicilian's tone had lost almost all inflection.

No one there mistook that for a good thing.

Hurriedly, Lex tried, "We're offering you the chance to see Curzon again… and, more importantly, Saren."

Kev, at that point interrupted with an authoritative, "I can't countenance this if he's not a willing participant, Lex…"

"You let me worry about that," Argus' commander replied. He hadn't given way, and could sense that his friend's self-control had very nearly reached a breaking point. Everyone in the room—but especially he and Dax—was in peril.

Kev began again, "I'm sorry, but…"

"Shut up." This came, surprisingly, from Ezri Dax. She stood, and in a move that even in the most optimistic appraisal would probably be labeled unwise, strode over determinedly and set herself beside her cousin Jonozia. Now they both blocked Mantovanni's exit.

That wasn't her only temptation of fate, though.

"What about it, Captain?" she asked. "If the opportunity to see Saren, to speak with her, touch her, again, doesn't move you, then how about the chance to confront Curzon? To get your hands around his throat again? I promise you, this time no one will stop you if you decide to finish him."

"This is ridiculous," Mantovanni asserted. "Are you planning some sort of journey through time? If so, I’m not interested."

"Nothing so extravagant," Lex assured him. "You know I've never lied to you before. I owe you my command, my ship, my crew and my life. Your best interests are what matter to me right now. You said a year ago, 'If you ever trusted me, Saren, trust me now.' Now I say the same.

"If you ever trusted me, Cicero… trust me now."

The room seemed filled with the roil of emotions flooding from the man who so prided himself on his impeccable control.

For the first time since Jonozia Lex had known him, Luciano Mantovanni looked truly lost.

Finally, though, he answered.

"I'm still here."

Ezri and Jonozia exchanged relieved looks, and Lex smiled. "That's a start."

He gestured back into the room, and Mantovanni reluctantly returned and took a seat.

Even as he did, Kev stood again, cleared his throat, and addressed them all. It was obvious, though, that his words were mostly directed at Mantovanni.

"We are, as beings, essentially, the sum total of our memories; Trills experience this fact far more immediately than other species, since symbionts are the repositories of thought and deed stretching back to the time of their first joining. Between us, Dax, Lex and I have experienced over 20 lifetimes."

Mantovanni looked unimpressed, but remained silent.

"It has been our experience that Trill hosts more readily accept the fact that they are part of a greater whole when they can gain insight into the motivations of those who previously fulfilled that role for the symbiont. Thus, we have devised a ceremony called the zhian'tara."

Liberty's captain arched a brow.

"I've heard of it—vaguely. The memories of the various hosts are transferred into friends and colleagues of the Trill participating, and they're able to meet themselves, so to speak."

His eyes narrowed; an idea was forming near the edge of his consciousness, but it hadn't quite manifested. "What does this have to do with me?"

Now Kev frowned uncomfortably.

"It's a little known fact that these transferals can be accomplished, with great difficulty, at times other than the zhian'tara—with the commission's approval and assistance, of course.

"With the help of participants able to alter their form, a particularly… intense variation of the zhian'tara is not only possible, but recommended in certain instances."

"At great expense, Ezri has managed to acquire the consent of these two individuals to participate."

Again, Mantovanni glanced at the alien pair, who had remained silent and unobtrusive throughout the entire meeting.

Kev clarified.

"They're Chameloids."

Everything snapped into place.

"You want to take Curzon's and Saren's personality remnants and place them in these two?"

"They're not remnants, Cicero," Lex said insistently. "They're everything each of them was."

"Then they'll assume the forms of Saren and Curzon… and we'll give you some time alone with each," Ezri finished.

Mantovanni looked astonished—and aghast.

"I don't think this is a good idea," he muttered.

"Why?" challenged the young Trill. "Are you afraid?"

He knew it was a simple attempt to manipulate, but Liberty's captain didn't particularly care; he wasn't exactly his usual thoughtful self—not now.

He answered as honestly as he could.

"Not precisely… but Curzon should be."

"He is… I am… willing to take that risk, Captain," Ezri avowed. "Are you?"

For a long moment, Luciano Mantovanni considered his position, his pain, and the opportunity he had looming before him.

"You're one of the bravest men I know, Cicero," Jonozia told him quietly. "I know this is hard, but…"

"I'll do it."

The other five looked genuinely surprised.

"If nothing else," he concluded, "it should be one hell of a show."

The three Trills and one of the Chameloids exchanged glances—and, without further commentary, rose and filed out of Ezri's quarters.

Mantovanni, caught flat-footed by their departure, gazed at them in silence as they left. Each was careful not to look back.

Jonozia was the last to go. He stopped in the doorway's threshold and announced, "I'll be back in an hour or so… and we'll go from there."

They'd effectively distracted him from the person left in the room.

When an achingly familiar voice whispered, "Hello, Cicero," Luciano Mantovanni felt his heart skip a beat.

Jesus, Mary and Joseph, he thought. They knew I'd agree.

They'd done it already.

He refused to look at first, even though he knew what… who… was there.

Instead, he whispered back.

"Hello, Saren."

 

***

 

"I'm sorry," Kate began, as the door slid open.

She imagined Parihn wasn't very surprised to see her. This conversation had become inevitable—at least so far as Sheridan was concerned—from the moment the two had last encountered each other in the captain's quarters.

Silently, the younger woman withdrew back into her room, and stretched out on the bed. With a gesture, she invited her guest to sit.

"There's no need to apologize, Commander," she replied after a moment. "You didn't injure me in any way."

"I'm glad," Sheridan offered awkwardly; she even meant it, for the most part. "I didn't want my little…er…" she struggled for a word.

"…misadventure?" Parihn provided easily.

"'…misadventure…'" Kate repeated; she was at once grateful for the help, and resentful at the Orion woman's easy manner during what should be an awkward situation for them both, "…to cause problems between you and the captain."

Expressionlessly, Parihn replied, "It won't."

The dialogue wasn't going precisely the way Sheridan had envisioned it: In her imagination, the younger woman had been a little more… upset… after having time to think about what had happened.

She obviously doesn't consider you much of a threat, Katherine, some part of her sniped.

Gamely, she attempted to ignore it.

"I don't know what prompted me to do that," she added, rather lamely.

Parihn smiled gently. "There's nothing shameful in being attracted to someone—and a little spontaneous. It didn't work out this time, but you shouldn't let that discourage you."

Kate's eyes narrowed; she saw nothing, though, but sincerity—with perhaps a touch of sympathetic amusement—in the younger woman's expression.

"I feel like such a fool. Were the two of you already involved when I was serving aboard the Liberty?"

The Orion shook her head. "No."

"Well, then I suppose my humiliation isn't total," Sheridan muttered.

Parihn, knowing better than most that nothing she said in response to that would be of any help, remained silent.

Her guest, though, wasn't quite finished.

"How long have the two of you been…?" Kate's voice trailed off.

It was a leading question; Parihn, however, had no intention of being led.

In a tone that was at once polite and firm, she answered, "My present and future with Captain Mantovanni is as much your business as your past with him is minethat is to say, none at all. If you have a problem with way he handles his relationships, or you want details, I suggest you take it up with him."

"Perhaps I'll do that, Ensign," Sheridan replied, a little stiffly. "And there's no time like the present…"

Parihn interjected, "It'll have to wait, Commander: He's conducting personal business on the station. He won't be back for some time."

Sheridan nodded slowly, expressionless, but seething inside: The fact that Parihn knew where the intensely private Mantovanni was—and specifics of what he was doing—galled her to no end.

"Now with all due respect, Commander, if there's nothing else…?"

The invitation to leave couldn't have been more apparent.

Argus' X-O, once again feeling somewhat humiliated, headed for the door.

"Katherine."

Sheridan turned back.

"No one's laughing at you," Parihn avowed. "Please believe that."

For a long moment, they simply regarded each other in silence; then she gave the Orion an infinitesimal nod, whispered, "Thanks for the rescue," and left.

 

***

 

Jonozia Lex hesitated at the entrance to Ezri's quarters; his companion, however, didn't, and reached for the chime.

It ended up being unnecessary: The door opened; the form of Saren pushed past them, and fleeing up the hallway—and weeping almost hysterically.

Argus' captain couldn't help himself… after all, she was a part of him.

"What happened?" he whispered intently.

Mantovanni fixed him with a glare that was palpable, and snapped, "Until the two of you are reunited, that's none of your damned business, is it, Lex?"

The young Trill captain colored almost scarlet, and muttered, "I'm sorry."

A third voice added, "As unyielding as I remember, Captain Mantovanni."

The other member of the little party stepped into the room then, and motioned for Lex to leave.

"Go find 'Saren'… talk to her, if she wishes it." Curzon folded his arms.

"The captain and I have a few things to discuss."

Argus' commander hesitated.

"Now, Lex," Curzon ordered grimly.

His expression declaring that he thought it a tremendously bad idea, Jonozia Lex slowly withdrew. His last expression was a pleading one, directed at his friend Luciano Mantovanni. Then, the door slid shut.

For a good two minutes, the remaining men studied each other.

"If I recall correctly," the Trill finally observed, "the last time you saw Saren, the conversation ended somewhat similarly, didn't it?"

Mantovanni's tone was scornful. "You should know. You were the catalyst for the whole thing." He hadn't moved since left alone with the other man.

"Then why aren't you trying to choke the life out of me even now?" Curzon inquired, somewhat heatedly.

That got the other man on his feet, and across nearly the length of the room—only to stop a foot from his goal.

Despite himself, Curzon had taken a fearful step back: He'd almost forgotten how incredibly fast Liberty's commander could be when properly motivated; the Trill was an accomplished hand-to-hand combatant, but when they'd briefly fought so many years ago, the enraged Sicilian, with a frightening ease, had very nearly ended his life; and he hadn't failed from lack of effort. It had taken fully three of Mantovanni's crew—Vulcans all—to drag him off Dax.

In his mind's eye, Curzon could see Lieutenant T'Kara, both her hands on her captain's one, barely managing to prevent Mantovanni from delivering the tal'shaya maneuver to his beaten and barely conscious foe. A man whose control until then had seemed almost as Vulcan as his crew's had had to be carried away bodily, cursing and promising horrible vengeance, swearing vendetta on Dax so long as he lived.

And if there was one thing Sicilians took seriously, Curzon knew, it was vendetta. After all, they'd invented the word.

Yet Mantovanni didn't attack now: He drew himself up short, with what seemed a tremendous effort of will. When he spoke again, his voice grated like broken glass.

"Don't tempt fate any further than you have, Curzon."

He was an old man; he'd died and awoken in the body of the lovely Jadzia a decade ago, narrowly avoiding another encounter with Mantovanni when he and the Intrepid had reappeared in 2368.

Liberty's captain, though, simply couldn't bring himself to attack the Chameloid who'd so graciously agreed to help him. Curzon had counted on that. It was, perhaps, a cowardly way to get close—the part of Dax that was still Curzon had known the innocent Ezri would also paralyze the scrupulously chivalrous Mantovanni—but it was necessary for them both. He'd had to speak with him alone.

The Chameloid had appreciated the subtlety of his "companion's" plan. Slowly, during the course of the conversation, it had been aging Curzon. Over the last few moments, his appearance had changed from the youthful, willful man who, in an act of calculated callousness, had scarred two lives irreparably—to the decrepid one who'd loved the young and beautiful Jadzia, and known himself too weak and pathetic to be worthy of her.

"What I did was terrible, I know. If you had killed me in that moment, there are many who would have called it just—and rightly so."

Curzon's face was desolate with age, but not devoid of emotion. "But that was 75 years ago, Captain. I lived with what I had done to you both… I aged into an old man… finally, I died.

"Along the way, however, I suffered my own tragedies. I know you believe in a God who visits justice upon evildoers.

"Well, I swear to you, he found me—more than once."

Luciano Mantovanni was the man that Jonozia Lex, that Saren Lex had told Curzon he was; a man of conviction, of indomitable will… but also one of unbounded compassion.

And, some part of what the older man had said, something in his ravaged expression, had touched him. His face changed from that of a man restraining a great fury, to one whose sadness was almost too much to bear.

Curzon almost wept himself to see it. "Knowing that I suffered doesn’t make you nearly as happy as you thought it would, does it?"

Mantovanni shook his head.

"No... though I wish it did."

The Trill knew, for better or worse, that the moment had come.

"Knowing that I don't deserve it—and, better than most, what it will cost you to grant it—I ask for your forgiveness." He held out his hand.

Curzon genuinely did not know what the next instants would bring.

Neither, he thought, did the man before him.

In what might have been the most difficult, and longest, moment of his life, Mantovanni slowly, agonizingly, set aside the past he'd wanted—and the woman he'd loved—for the promise of an uncertain future free of the fury he'd nursed for so long.

He took Curzon's hand.

"'Let no new grief divide us,'" Mantovanni said.

Curzon could barely manage a smile in his mingled relief and outright joy.

"I should know that quote, I'm certain," he offered.

The Sicilian couldn't quite bring himself to smile in return, but he nodded.

"For now," he told the other man, "it's enough that I know it."

 

***

 

"She is not unattractive, for a Romulan."

There were murmurs of agreement from the entire table.

She was alone at the bar, evidently by choice: The seat on either side of her was vacant, and the glare she gave some hapless Benzite when he attempted to sit down nearly emasculated the poor fellow. He slunk away like a whipped cur—much to the delight of the Klingons.

Patrick Aiello found himself agreeing with their evaluation of her looks. Certainly, she had the Romulan angularity, but it seemed softened by a certain thoughtfulness he'd never seen in that people.

Then, again, he hadn't seen many Romulans, either.

"If you will forgive my unseemly presumption… I see the fire in your eyes, Dub'choh master. Approach her! How could she possibly resist you? After all… think of what you could do to her with the power of your hands. She would be an instrument of passion at your command."

Wow, Aiello thought. I've gotta get to Qo'nos sometime soon. These guys are great, but I'd much rather have a woman saying worshipful things to me.

He downed his most recent glass of bloodwine—his fourth… or was it fifth?—stood, and resolutely, if unsteadily, approached the Romulan woman, intent on… well, intent on something, anyway.

Even the Klingons looked surprised.

"Excuse me, Subcommander. Is it an insult to tell a Romulan woman she's beautiful?" He was fairly certain he wasn't slurring his words.

She continued nursing her drink, and didn't even spare him a glance.

"Not if it is true, Dr. Aiello. Such is for the beholder to decide."

"Good," he grinned happily. "Because you're beautif–…" His voice trailied off, and he asked, "Hey! How do you know my name?"

She told him.

When he returned to the table, the Klingons looked even more surprised… as he grabbed the half-filled bottle of bloodwine, and drained it to its dregs.

 

***

 

"Permission to speak freely?"

Kate Sheridan's request, coupled as it was with a glare that would have cut carbon neutronium, told Luciano Mantovanni that whatever dregs remained of the relaxing evening he'd planned—and desperately needed—were about to disappear at transwarp speed.

"By all means, Commander," he agreed, stepping back so she could enter his quarters—for the second time in two days.

As soon as the door closed behind them, she whirled on him with barely contained fury, and snarled, "You could have at least told me."

Mantovanni arched a brow. "What precisely was I supposed to tell you, Commander?"

Sheridan laughed briefly, harshly.

"You could have tried, 'Don't wait around for me; I'm sleeping with my helmsman.'"

The captain's eyes narrowed dangerously.

"You're just this side of making a complete ass out of yourself, Kate. If you'd like to go on, though, I certainly won't get in your way."

Sheridan, heedless, ignored the clear warning therein. "If you want Parihn, that's fine with me," she continued, as if he hadn't even spoken. "Two-timing me isn't the way to go about it, though."

Welcome to my nightmare, Mantovanni thought briefly.

"Frankly, I don't remember our 'one-timing it,' Kate," he told her coldly. "You kissed me—uninvited, as I recall—then decided you'd return when it suited you."

"Are you trying to tell me it meant nothing to you?" she accused.

The captain was brutally honest.

"Not at all… I'm only saying that it seems like it meant a lot more to you." At her look of infuriated anguish, he continued, somewhat more gently, "What the hell is wrong with you, Katherine? I understand that there was something of a misunderstanding between us, but you're practically raving, here. We had a kissnot an affair. I realize that you may have presumed something because of the way we left things, and for that I am sorry; but you know I've never been the most forthcoming fellow when the subject is emotional attachments."

Despite an effort, he couldn't keep a hint of irritation from seeping into his tone. "It's one thing to lash out at me in your frustration; I'm more than willing to overlook it. It's entirely another when you start interrogating Parihn as to my involvement with her." Before Sheridan could reply, Mantovanni added, "No, she didn't say a thing to me; she's not that kind of woman—or person, for that matter. I just know how you think, and that you must have started with her—looking for ammunition, no doubt—before coming to me."

He could see her struggling with the dichotomy between how she had seen things, and how things actually were.

For a moment, he thought she'd strike him. He decided to let her do it, if she wished. It'll help make up for all the times I deserved it and didn't get slapped.

When she turned on her heel and stormed out, instead, he realized that the battle was going to take a while to fight… and that he was the last person who could help her resolve it.

 

***

 

"Ah wish y'all would at least think on it, Commander."

Sera MacLeod smiled, and carefully considered her reply.

"With all due respect, Captain Forrest… while I am fond of the Athene's officers and crew, your vessel's mission profile is not what I would consider… germane to my aptitudes."

Maitland Forrest shook his head and chuckled. He'd known the attempt had been doomed from the beginning, but one didn't allow an officer the caliber of Sera MacLeod to slip through one's fingers without at least a half-hearted attempt to recruit her.

"Now isn't a return to Liberty somethin' of step backwards, my deah?"

He was still teasing her a bit, as was his way. They'd come to know each other two years ago, when both had served in the mythical "13th Fleet"; and Forrest was, if anything, even more of a rogue now than he'd been then.

He'd gently insisted on her having dinner with Athene's senior staff. Sera had agreed, assuming that the get together would be much more for Vice Admiral Jellico, who was also traveling to DS9.

Jellico, though, was nowhere to be seen… and the gathering had become much more light-hearted than would have been possible had the straight-laced flag officer been present.

"I, for one, am glad she's not going to accept," announced Maria Petrova, in her sober Russian accent.

She then grinned.

"The rest of us need something to do."

There was scattered chuckles around the table, and Sera arched a brow.

"Russian humor," she replied, impishly, "and not a gallows in sight."

The laughter swelled even more.

Petrova dipped her head and covered it with her hands, acknowledging the hit.

"Ah do believe a white flag is in order, Maria."

"We Russians never surrender," she countered proudly. "We just fall back until winter."

Conversation turned to other matters, though all involved steered clear of war remembrances; the time of conflict, of fallen comrades, was still too fresh in everyone's mind.

"I am surprised at Admiral Jellico's absence," Sera commented.

Forrest's expression soured slightly.

"He's been holed up in his VIP quarters for the entire journey…"

"…and utilizing computer records a great deal," added Christian Richter.

All of his superior officers fixed him with knowing looks.

"I was not prying," he protested. "It is, after all, a security matter."

"Only by virtue of the actin' security chief havin' said it was, Christian. Cease and desist; Jellico was the head of Starfleet Intelligence for almost two years. You're not gonna find anything he doesn't want you to find."

"Jawohl, mein Kapitan," Richter conceded, reluctantly.

They all speculated, though, what had the admiral so preoccupied.

Sera, of course, wondered whether it had something to do with the commander she'd served with once before… and was soon to serve with again.

 

***

 

"All right, then, let's get down to business, Captain. Give me one good reason why I shouldn't have you and your acting X-O Benteen court-martialed for insubordination and refusing to obey a lawful order, respectively, after your performances when last we spoke."

Edward Jellico was an impressive man when angry: The steely expression; the hard tone; the sense of barely controlled outrage all contributed to a formidable posture.

"Commander Benteen's personal loyalty to me should not be interpreted as a lack of respect for your authority, sir. I tend to think you're far more angry with me than you are her. I'd request that you overlook her momentary lack of judgment."

"I'll take it under advisement," Jellico allowed, in a tone that implied that he really wasn't inclined to grant Mantovanni's request; his refusal to allow Benteen off the hook was almost certainly calculated to anger and upset.

"Now," he continued, "I'd like to hear an explanation for your behavior."

Damn the torpedoes, the captain thought.

"I feel the need to ask for permission to speak freely, sir," Mantovanni replied easily, "lest I compound both your sense of indignation—and the list of charges against me."

Jellico's glare was unwavering. "Granted," he snapped.

"I explained my position when last we spoke… the disposition of the Gom'tuu seemed like a matter for Starfleet Research, so I contacted Admiral T'Kara. While you were, at that time, my reporting official, there was no intention to circumvent your authority. I simply thought it easier to talk directly with her. She was once my executive officer; we're friends. Our relationship makes it easy for me to get my point across."

"It was still inappropriate," the older man insisted.

"According to the letter of the law, you're right; it was," the Sicilian conceded. "That regulation, though, was written to curtail abuses in the chain of command—not to prevent more efficient resolutions to difficult situations."

"Oh, so now you're the arbiter of what the regs really mean, as opposed to what they say." The admiral's tone simmered.

The events of the last few days had left Mantovanni badly off center, and it showed: Whatever patience he'd manifested was beginning to wear thin.

"Of course I am… I'm a starship captain, remember? Who the hell else is going to interpret them out there, if I don't?"

The response seemed to have surprised Jellico. For a moment he seemed to reconsider his entire line of questioning.

"That's a good point."

Mantovanni's response was a droll, "Thanks. Score one for me."

The admiral snapped, "Don't push your luck, captain. I'm beginning to toy with the idea of letting you off the hook… but I suggest you spare me at least most of the clever rejoinders."

"Understood, sir."

Jellico's expression was still somewhat doubtful. "So I have your personal assurances that you had no intention to do an end run around me?"

Mantovanni replied flatly, "If there were, I'd tell you… and the consequences be damned."

For a long moment, Edward Jellico considered what had been said before alongside what he'd just heard.

"All right," the older man said, finally. "We'll change topics, for the moment." He shuffled through a few PADDs on his desk, found the one for which he was looking, keyed a few instructions, then glanced up again.

"Is there anything you can tell me about the incident of a year ago when Liberty came to the aid of USS Argus? In conversation with individuals who shall—for now—remain nameless, I've gotten some disturbing indications of a conspiracy to hide certain events that took place then. I was hoping you could clarify a few points for me."

Liberty's captain thought, succinctly, Damn.

"Sir, I respectfully request permission to discuss the matter directly with Admiral Pierce when Liberty reaches Earth in a few weeks."

Jellico grinned triumphantly: He'd known there was something going on… Mantovanni, surprisingly, had just admitted as much.

"Had it been your original intention to speak with Admiral Pierce, Captain… or were you hoping it would never come up?"

"I'm not sure, sir," the Sicilian admitted, in another surprising piece of candor. "It is my considered opinion, though, that Admiral Pierce would prefer I speak directly to him, and involve as few officers as possible. If you order me to do otherwise, though, I'll give you a full briefing."

"Very slick, Captain," was Jellico's reply. "You concede that there's been some sort of cover-up, while simultaneously attempting to avoid revealing any information except to those superiors you've selected for your—how should we say it—confession?"

"I would have used 'revelation,' sir."

"Very well, then—'revelation.' Any particular reason you'd prefer to reveal this to Admiral Pierce, as opposed to me? Try not to give the same reason you gave for going to Admiral T'Kara. You're supposed to be inventive, after all."

You asked for it, Mantovanni thought.

"Sir, you say you really want to know… but you'll be sorry the minute you do, because you'll be forced to act on the knowledge... and I don't think you're looking to destroy anyone's career. Wouldn't it be better to get a full briefing from Admiral Pierce in a few weeks—if he so chooses?"

Jellico frowned. His expression said that if Mantovanni was bluffing, he was quite good at it.

"I'll make you a deal, Captain. I could order you to reveal your information unconditionally, or simply try and get it out of Lex… but I won't do either. Instead, I'll promise not to act on the knowledge you're about to give me, until and unless Admiral Pierce either does… or doesn't."

Mantovanni debated for all of a second, and said, "Done." He knew it was the best arrangement he was going to get.

He then told the admiral everything he'd wanted to know.

 

***

 

M'Raav Hatshepsut was on a mission. She admitted to herself that she was, in a perverse manner, looking forward to conducting it: Kate Sheridan and she hadn't gotten along famously during the latter's time aboard Liberty; an opportunity to perform her counseling functions—while snapping her back a bit—frankly appealed.

You're not supposed to enjoy such things, kit, some upstanding part of her scolded sternly.

A louder, and—dare she admit it—cattier part replied, Why not? The presumptuous little bitch got what she deserved.

The counselor in her stepped between the two sides, and settled the dispute.

Just because someone of whom you're not overly fond got a comeuppance doesn't mean they're hurting any less, or that they don't need help in finding some balance… remember your duty, Hatshepsut, and search out your compassion.

The other two facets of her personality went away—resentful and growling, granted—but they went away.

When Sheridan answered the door chime, her face turned even angrier than it had been.

"Great," she muttered. "Not only do I get to be humiliated, he has to send his attack cat after me to finish the job."

And once you've found your compassion, Hatshepsut, hang on for all you're worth.

"I'll just invite myself in," the Felisian announced, and slipped past Sheridan into the guest quarters. Wandering over to the replicator, she requested, "Ktarian heavy cream, hot, in a white ceramic mug."

Sheridan was in rare form, even for Sheridan.

"I don't recall asking for one of your house calls, Counselor. Don't you have some neurotic young ensigns you should be tending, rather than pestering me unsolicited?"

Hatshepsut ignored the sarcasm.

"From what I've been told, I thought it possible you might need to talk. If you're not comfortable, we could establish a subspace link with Argus, and contact Counselor Cassaria… but he'll simply tell you to rely on me. You and I both know that."

"I don't need to 'rely' on anyone. I'm fine," Sheridan insisted. "I'm not the one with a problem."

"You're running around the ship performing actions that hardly seem in keeping with either your personality or your dignity," Hatshepsut observed.

Sheridan gaped, and then exploded.

"I knew they couldn't keep their mouths shut! Which one of them told you about my little nude scene in the captain's quarters? I'll bet it was Parihn, that little tramp…"

Nude scene? Oh, my, Hatshepsut thought. This is getting better by the moment.

"I haven't spoken to 'that little tramp,' as you so charmingly put it… and all the captain told me was that of you and he had had a misunderstanding that was mostly his fault, and that I might be able to give you some perspective. I had no idea there'd been an… incident of that sort—that is, until you told me about it yourself just now.

"Why don't you relate the rest of what happened, now that you've already begun—albeit unknowingly."

Woodenly, Sheridan sat down. She'd outflanked herself by blurting in anger what neither of the other principals had revealed. After a moment, she gritted her teeth, and replied, almost defiantly, "All right, I will tell you."

And she did.

The Felisian listened to the entire tale, from Sheridan's initial ill-advised foray into the captain's quarters to her second furious departure only an hour ago.

Hatshepsut knew that she had to restrain even the slightest indication of amusement at what had happened in the first instance—even though, whether her patient wished to admit it or not, it was hilariously funny. Despite a determined attempt to remain impassive during the account, she suppressed a trill of amusement only with extreme difficulty on more than one occasion.

It's probably best to simply address the problem rather than dwelling on the… circumstances.

"Why, precisely, are you angry?"

"Because we had an understanding," Sheridan declared.

"Did he have the same understanding you did?" Hatshepsut inquired.

Kate stood and began pacing around the room.

"Evidently not. But I didn't think he'd go behind my back and…"

Hatshepsut motioned with a paw. "And?"

"And sleep with someone else when he knew I was interested."

Hatshepsut's tail flicked around and gently thumped off Sheridan's thighs… the soft blow brought her up short.

"How do you know they're sleeping together? Did you walk in on them? That wasn't part of your narrative."

Sheridan's expression was scornful. "I'm neither blind nor an idiot, Counselor."

The Felisian purred rather sardonically. "No, I'd simply label you presumptuous. Parihn and the captain have become closer in the past few months; however, I certainly can't confirm that their friendship has taken that direction." And wouldn't even if I could.

"But... but..." she stammered, "Parihn was...!"

"What?" Hatshepsut countered. "Hugging Brian Bearu? Reading a book? Listening to music?"

"What was I supposed to think?" Sheridan asked plaintively. "She was in his quarters!"

"Evidently, from your account, with more clothing on than you had, Commander," she reminded. "Let's be plain; you went there to have sex, and were annoyed that someone might have beaten you to it."

Kate clenched her fists, furious. Hatshepsut growled warningly.

"Don't get into a catfight with me, Katherine. I don't lose them. What you actually saw was nothing but a woman reading a book, in the quarters of a man you wanted." And probably, despite yourself, still want. "You assumed facts not in evidence, and reacted to them. We've all done that. Many of us have wanted a man, and had it not work out for us."

A brief vision of Bagheer stole across Hatshepsut's consciousness. She put it aside, but suddenly found a lot more sympathy for Kate while so doing.

That's what you get for finding this funny, M'Raav, she told herself.

"Katherine, you're not exactly a wild woman. What prompted this sudden attempt at seduction, if I may ask?"

"You may not," Sheridan answered determinedly.

Hatshepsut was unrelenting. "Because you don't know the answer, or because you know the answer all too well? I've spoken to Bimitri Cassaria on more than one occasion about you. He told me that you have a tendency to look outside yourself for certain kinds of validation—precisely the type of validation that has to come from within. I wholeheartedly concur with his assessment."

"I didn't realize I was the topic of conversation," Sheridan observed stiffly.

The Felisian gestured reassuringly with a paw. "You shouldn't be either flattered or concerned; he and I are both professionals. Certain elements of your personality tend to make you high-strung, defensive—and, frankly, a bit sullen. He'd predicted something like this would eventually occur."

"Really?" she snapped, affronted. "Cassaria thought I'd strip down for action in someone's quarters?"

Don't laugh, M'Raav, she ordered herself firmly.

"No, Kate; I think he was referring to an uncharacteristic outburst that would manifest itself as an… 'uninhibited act,' I believe he called it. He never went into… specifics." Not that I would have believed this if he had.

Sheridan was finally winding down. The entire affair—or, in her case, lack thereof—had been one extended primer in misinterpretation and mortification. At last she seemed ready to let the worst of it go.

"We just seem perfect for each other," she whispered.

Hatshepsut knew it was a bit petty, but… she didn't particularly like Kate Sheridan, and thought Parihn would be a much better choice as a lover for her captain. Thus, she was only too happy to give her professional opinion... especially since it coincided with her personal one.

"You're too much alike in all the bad ways: Both dominant personalities; both focused on your work in Starfleet—and cut from a similar mold. He casts a long shadow, Katherine, and to truly blossom you have to be away from him. Lex is a much better commanding officer for you, now that things aboard the Argus are a little more to everyone's liking.

"Can this get any more humiliating?" Sheridan wailed.

"Well, there's the matter of apologizing to the Captain," Hatshepsut mentioned. "That should be quite a show."

The realization of that little step's necessity was enough to turn Sheridan first white with dread, then red in embarrassment.

Hatshepsut noted, amusedly, What lovely, expressive skin you have, Katherine. I suppose the captain could do worse than spending some time making you turn all sorts of colors—once or twice, at any rate.

Both you and Parihn as lovers—even simultaneously—might do him some good, too.

What she said was, "You'll manage it, I'm sure."

"Will you do me a favor?" Kate asked.

"If I can."

She then whispered, "Disembowel me now."

Hatshepsut trilled. "Tempting, but… I'll leave that to him."

 

***

 

Edward Jellico sat for a full two minutes after Mantovanni's narrative, his expression darkening by the moment.

"You will proceed to Earth with all reasonable speed, and meet to discuss this subject with Admiral Pierce the moment you arrive. Is that abundantly clear?"

"It is, sir."

He observed, pointedly, "I note there's been no apology for the 'posturing, self-important jackass' comment, Captain."

Mantovanni arched a brow, and replied, "Your point being…?"

The admiral gritted his teeth. "You're an insolent son-of-a-bitch, aren't you?"

The younger officer looked him squarely in the eye. "Now you understand, sir; it's just a cross I have to bear."

The two men exchanged glares. After a moment, though, Jellico, amazingly, chuckled, and reflected, "What a pair of hard-asses."

"An accurate assessment, sir," Liberty's captain agreed.

Jellico shook his head in amused disbelief, sighed explosively, and then announced, "Well, I have business to attend to at Archer IV, Captain, so…"

Mantovanni smiled slightly.

"Please tell me you didn't come all the way out here just for the satisfaction of clapping me in irons, Admiral."

Considering the way the older man colored, and worked his jaw, the captain knew that was precisely what had occurred. And now he'd leave without having done so… with no recompense whatsoever, in fact.

Mantovanni reconsidered his position.

"Sir," he offered soberly, "I apologize for my inappropriate commentary of a few months ago. I had no intention of impugning your skills or your service to Starfleet. I have the utmost respect for your contributions. You're an extraordinary officer, and I'm pleased to know you."

To say Jellico looked flabbergasted would have been no exaggeration.

"Thank you, Captain… you actually sounded like you meant that." The two men shook hands.

"As you well know, Admiral… I don't say things I don't mean."

Jellico nodded. "Dismissed."

As Mantovanni was about to leave, though, something made the older man ask, "But you still think I'm a 'posturing, self-important jackass,' don't you?"

Liberty's captain stopped in mid-step; for a moment, his expression was almost devilish.

"Do you still think I'm an insubordinate, 'insolent son-of-a-bitch'?"

Despite his best effort, Jellico smiled, ever so slightly.

"Fair enough, Captain."

 

***

 

"Bring them in," Sandra Rhodes said.

At her order, Mav activated the transporter, and the quintet of Klingons materialized on Liberty's main pad.

Four of them held, in the surprisingly gentle cradle of their arms, the snoring form of Patrick Aiello.

"He is a mighty drinker, but at last the bloodwine overcame him.

"Where is the dub'choh master's quarters?" inquired their squad leader, a steel-gray haired bulldog of a Klingon.

Rhodes and Mav exchanged wary, startled glances. Neither knew offhand.

"Speak! We must not disturb his slumber!"

"You might think about not yelling, then," Rhodes countered saucily.

It became immediately apparent that the Klingons were far more inclined to be restrained with their charge than they were any other Starfleet personnel; the squad leader took a threatening step forward, and growled, "Be quick, p't'hk. He begins to stir."

Insulting a Liberty officer in front of the Tellarite was a phenomenally bad idea: As far as he was concerned, they were his personal whipping boys and girls… anyone else tore into them at their extreme peril.

"Well, we'll find out…'til then, keep your targ-hole shut, turtle-head," snorted Mav.

The Klingon sneered.

The Tellarite huffed.

The Klingon gestured.

The Tellarite complied.

As he was coming around the console, and Cassandra Rhodes began to consider her options—running, drawing her phaser and stunning everyone, starting a betting pool with the Klingons, or calling for additional security—Patrick Aiello did a passable imitation of Mav: He snorted, grunted, shifted in the arms of his protectors and smiled.

They labored to make him comfortable.

The squad leader immediately shushed them all.

Mav was so surprised at the blurry sight of a Klingon actually shushing people like a schoolmarm that he hesitated. Rhodes took her opportunity.

"Deck five, section seven-alpha," she whispered.

The Klingon bowed slightly. "My thanks."

He then glared briefly at Mav. "Some other time, Tellarite," he muttered.

The two Starfleet members stood gaping as they gingerly left the transporter room, their lieutenant leading the way.

"I need a drink," Rhodes announced; the stocky little NCO seemed to agree.

He grunted, "Huh. Yeah.

"Anything but bloodwine."

 

***

 

This time, when Luciano Mantovanni opened the door to his quarters, Kate Sheridan appeared composed.

Either that, or she's putting on an impressive front, he thought.

"Are you involved with Parihn?" The question was stated quietly—but firmly.

"Come in," he offered by way of response, gesturing for her to enter.

She took her customary chair, across the desk from him—what had become, for a brief, pleasant time, her side of the chessboard.

He arched a brow slightly. That's encouraging.

Without asking if he wanted to play, she moved pawn to king four, and looked expectantly at him.

"I'm waiting for a response." The double entendre hovered between them, until the captain sat and matched her move with his own, pawn to king four.

"Parihn and I have the beginnings of an… understanding," he told her, as the game progressed. "One that I’m not certain either of us actually understands."

Sheridan nodded. From the insular Luciano Mantovanni, such a statement, vague though it seemed, was practically a prophetic revelation.

"I'm not surprised that your relationship with her would be… complicated. Ours—whatever it might turn out to be—isn't exactly conventional." Her smile broadened.

She tried a variation she hadn't used against him before, and he frowned slightly at her choice.

"Interesting," he observed.

"I'm glad you think so… it's good to have options, after all. Wouldn't you say?" She grinned wickedly.

Liberty's captain wasn't one to be outdone.

"I'll reserve judgment," Mantovanni replied dryly, "until I see how it comes out."

He thought, Let the games begin.

 

***

 

"We wish to thank you again, Kev, for agreeing to help us."

The Trill official nodded, though his expression wasn't one of a person fully satisfied with his handiwork.

Again he tried, "Are you sure I can't help with…?"

Argus' captain had interrupted, firmly, "No, Kev… it's between Captain Mantovanni and me. We'll resolve it, eventually." He made a game attempt at a smile that fooled no one. "One crisis at a time, OK?"

Kev didn't look convinced, but relented.

Lex had been reunited with the personality of Saren some hours after her conversation with Mantovanni; he now knew what had passed between the two of them.

It was something probably best never mentioned.

Jonozia Lex had adamantly refused to speak of it with Kev, or even to his cousin Ezri Dax—despite her intimate involvement in the whole affair—and himself didn't know what it boded for his friendship with the Sicilian.

He found that, for now, he couldn't bear to face Liberty's commander again.

Kate Sheridan entered runabout pad two even as Tilik Kev left it. She waited some distance from the Falcon, affording Jonozia a few final moments with Ezri.

"I told you it would work," he reminded her.

She cocked an eye at him, and countered, "But you were almost as worried as I was. Come on… admit it."

Instead, he hugged her.

"I've got to go."

He gestured to Kate, and boarded the runabout.

 

Even as Ezri Dax retreated into the innards of Deep Space Nine, Sheridan followed him aboard, and settled into the pilot's seat.

"So," she asked, while beginning her preflight check, "are you planning on being as uncommunicative on our way back as you were coming here?"

"Huh," he grunted.

Dismayed, she turned. Then she saw his sly smile, and realized that whatever had occurred, things were—at least in the ways Lex thought counted—better for him than they'd been.

She turned again to the controls, grinning herself, and thinking, That goes double for me.

 

***

 

My second meeting with an admiral in as many days.

Luciano Mantovanni's thoughts strayed briefly to the opening line of Psalm 22; then he grinned inwardly.

My, you are feeling sorry for yourself, aren't you?

When the door slid open, though, he immediately began wondering if the emotion wasn't justified.

What he'd thought was a private briefing was evidently a conference of some sort. Two of the assembled officers he recognized: Seated to the left of Vice Admiral William Ross were both Colonel Kira and Athene's skipper, Maitland Forrest; to his right were a young lieutenant whose resemblance to the admiral was strong enough to raise a speculative brow, and…

…and a Romulan.

She possessed that imperious hauteur so common to her people; and it was on full display, as she examined Mantovanni with a gaze that indicated she was far more interested in condemnation than evaluation.

He didn't imagine his own expression would have been any more pleasant, had he allowed it to slip past his inscrutable façade.

The admiral was evidently familiar enough with either Forrest, Mantovanni or both to dispense with any formal introduction whatsoever.

"Of course you know Colonel Kira," Ross gestured.

She and the Sicilian exchanged cool nods; neither was particularly fond of the other, but their mutual professional respect far outweighed any personal dislike.

"Colonel," he offered politely. "Congratulations on your promotion. It's well deserved."

"Thank you, Captain," she responded with the same distant regard. "I'm pleased to see Liberty came through the war so well."

Ross cleared his throat slightly.

"I believe there are two introductions in order." He didn't manage to entirely restrain the touch of paternal pride that flavored his next statement. "My son, Lieutenant John William Ross; he's with the Starfleet Judge Advocate General's Office."

Uh oh, thought Mantovanni.

The younger Ross at least looked genuinely pleased to meet him. He stood and moved far enough around the table to shake his hand.

"Call me Jack, please; I've always been an admirer of your exploits, Captain," he announced, a little too avidly for Mantovanni's taste; there was nothing he could do, though, but accept the man's hand—and his compliment—in what he hoped was gracious silence.

"Lastly," interjected the elder Ross, "this is Subcommander T'Laris, of the Imperial Romulan Fleet."

Her appearance was atypical for a Romulan. While she wore the traditional garb of a Rihannsu naval officer, her black hair was most definitely not cut and arranged into that unflattering and prevalent style certain Starfleet officers had cruelly nicknamed "the hawk-head."

There were a few awkward moments, as each waited for the other to give greetings first.

The seconds became almost a half-minute before Forrest mentioned, "I understand you have some interesting observations concerning the Roman home world and Empire, Captain Mantovanni."

The distraction was just enough to break the stalemate.

Liberty's captain took his seat, and, without preamble, gave the briefing he'd known was necessary from the initial moment he'd encountered General Aerus.

When he'd finished, Kira was the first to respond.

"So you think the Romans are some sort of threat to the Federation, Captain?" she inquired, rather skeptically. "They only control a handful of systems…"

"But they have designs on the Talarian Confederacy," Mantovanni reiterated. He'd noted that of the assembled officers, only Forrest had seemed receptive to the idea of Roman power being on the rise.

"Perhaps that's good for the Federation, from a purely strategic point of view," offered the younger Ross. "If they duke it out for a few years, neither will be any kind of threat for some time to come."

"That's assuming the Romans don't defeat the Talarians with contemptuous ease—as I'm certain they will."

Admiral Ross frowned.

"While I have nothing but respect for your tactical acumen, Captain Mantovanni, that does seem a little presumptuous; the Romans' industrial base, their infrastructure and economic forecasts all indicate they'd be biting off a bit more than they can chew if they attack the Talarians."

"As I mentioned, sir, they won't attack. They'll lure the Talarians into attacking them."

"Either way," Kira pointed out, "they'll be locked in a conflict with a force that greatly outnumbers them. The Talarians, I'm told, have over 2,000 of those attack sloops they love so much."

"The Romans have far more ships than they've admitted to us," Mantovanni asserted. "That's the only explanation that makes any sense: They're trying to goad the Talarians into an attack, so they can respond in force. With both a significant technological edge, and a fleet that’s not nearly so outnumbered as either we or the Talarians think, they plan on winning quickly—and somehow absorbing the Talarian Confederacy into the Empire. In my opinion, General Aerus' statements were calculated to bring me to some of these conclusions."

"But why?" Kira asked. "He's warning us of his plans for conquest?"

"It's a courtesy to his Starfleet allies. He's cautioning us to keep Federation traffic out of the area for the next few months. Roman honor demands that they at least obliquely make us, their long-time benefactors, aware of their intentions."

"This is rather Machiavellian, Captain," the elder Ross said doubtfully.

"Machiavelli was an Italian, Admiral… Rome, as you know, is in Italy… both on Earth and on Terra Roma."

"But they're human, just like u–…" the younger Ross began.

Mantovanni interrupted, "But they're not human, Lieutenant." He then emphasized, "They're Roman."

Admiral Ross frowned. "Just what is that supposed to mean, Captain? And I'll warn you, it sounds a little like racial stereotyping and bigotry to me."

Liberty's captain sighed. "It means that while it's ridiculous to assume hostility in an unknown species, sir, it's just as absurd to assume benevolence in a known one.

After a moment, the admiral nodded. "I understand; but according to our intelligence reports, the Romans would like to retain their friendship with the Federation. Attacking the Talarians—or, excuse me, being attacked by them because they manipulated it…"

"…is something the Federation would most likely forgive rather easily. Think about it, Admiral; we're not overly fond of the Talarians, anyway; they were allied with the Cardassians in the first war. They're well known for brutalizing any female Starfleet officer or enlisted person they get their hands on… they're intractable and extremely vicious. As far as the Romans are concerned, they're simply Androcles."

"Come again?" asked Kira.

Forrest grinned. "Captain Mantovanni's using a colorful metaphor from Earth mythology, Colonel: They're just removin' a thorn from the lion's paw," he clarified.

Admiral Ross had absorbed much of the hour-long briefing in silence, adding only a comment or two near its end.

"Well, Captain Forrest, I understand that Admiral Jellico and Athene are waiting; we shouldn't delay you any longer. Colonel Kira, I know you're quite busy, as well."

He'd politely—but firmly—dismissed them both.

After they'd gone, Ross turned back to Mantovanni.

"You've obviously given this a lot of thought, Captain. I can't say I share your concerns, but you're more than welcome to take them up with Starfleet Command when you return to Earth, if you wish."

Liberty's captain had been hoping for more than that: He could read fairly easily that William Ross had given the matter "its due attention"—a polite euphemism for dismissing it out of hand.

Myopic pedant, Mantovanni thought. No wonder—and thank God that—Sisko led you around by the nose for the entire war… or we'd all be speaking Cardassian now.

"On to other topics," the admiral said firmly, switching gears with abrupt finality. "I wanted to personally introduce you to Subcommander T'Laris, Captain, because she's here from Romulus on the Officer Exchange Program… and has been assigned to a Starfleet ship."

Mantovanni watched his mind from a distance, as a horrible thought sprang into existence there.

Before he could say anything, Ross continued.

"Meet your new executive officer, Captain."

 

***

 

The last of Liberty's personnel strolled aboard moments before the great ship's departure. Cassandra Rhodes hustled through the docking pylon's periphery, and back onto the vessel that was home. Sandra's last-minute shopping was complete, and her arms were full of packages.

"Why didn't you simply have the stuff transported to your room?" asked one of the guards, stifling a grin at the sight of his small supervisor—a stack of gifts with legs.

She staggered past him, giggling.

"Part of the fun of buying stuff is getting it home on your own, Ensign King; it's one of the unwritten rules of shopping. Don't you know anything?"

King shook his head. "It must be a girl thing… sir."

She wriggled her eyebrows at him.

"Now you're thinking, Brett."

He chuckled as she disappeared with the curve of the corridor…

…then nearly burst into laughter when he saw her boarding for a second time, not five minutes later.

"What'd you forget, Santa?" he inquired, then grinned rather impudently. "I thought shopping was supposed to be a non-transporter sport?"

She looked at him, shrugged, said, "I'm in a hurry, Ensign. Excuse me," and strode past him without another word.

King frowned, then leaned back against the corridor wall.

My mother always told me not to get in the way of a determined shopper.

I guess I know what she means, now.

 

***

 

"You don't believe I've broken my word in contacting you?"

Edward Jellico examined his friend's expression carefully, and was relieved when he shook his head.

"No," Alexander Pierce said reassuringly. "You're adhering to the spirit of the agreement you made. This is a secure channel, and I'm going to hear about it in three weeks, anyway."

The next question was an obvious one.

"What are you planning to do?"

Pierce folded his arms, and stroked his beard.

"I'm not certain. I want to hear how Mantovanni tells it. He'll be putting me in a difficult position. Don't worry, I'll keep you apprised."

Jellico grunted, "You're damned right you will."

"Oh, by the way… what made you decide not to prosecute?"

"To be honest, Alex, once I heard all this, I figured the man's got enough problems without me adding to them."

Pierce didn't look surprised at the answer.

"At least," he told his friend, "you have a sense of proportion."

"Yeah, thanks. Jellico out."

He sat in his quarters on Athene, in the dark, for a long time after that.

I really hope you do the right thing, here, Alex, because if you don't, you'll have handed me a loaded gun, pointed it at the careers of about ten officers—including your own—and dared me to pull the trigger.

Don't make the mistake of thinking I won't.